×～蘑菇的小草原～×

Annoying Human Being!!

2012-01-09T22:15:00.000-08:00

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

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Recently, I've been facing serious annoying phone disturbance from someone unknown...

2 cases which annoy me much.

1. Some friend of the laundry owner, stole my number from the owner's records and start to send weird messages...

Worse, (i guess it should be him too) he gave my number to his friend and his friend starts to call me every single minute...

That time, I was in church...

Imagine how people start to keep calling u and message u about "y being so long in church?? when r u free?"

Basically, it's really disgusting and irritating...

What's the connection with u if i want to stay in church forever?

Don't you know that disturbing people when they're doing Sunday services is a rude behavior?

Still, I don't get the reason to reply your message or your call except that it's being too annoying, keep vibrating that I HAVE TO pick up to avoid distraction to others nearby.

Above case mentioned is settled after a big scold by and threaten to report to police.

Sounds weak right? But maybe due to my tone and seriousness, he quickly hang up before I could even finish my last sentence...

Till now, he never dare to call anymore.

2. The above picture showed the 2nd annoying people I met in this week.

(Anyone who's free, please just randomly call him and help me find out who he is. Thanks)

This man, claimed to be my friend.

Someone I know long ago I perhaps, cause he's calling my old number, before I even entered matrics.

Whether he knew me or not, I assume if he does, then he could be my primary or even secondary schoolmate.

(ashamed to admit that I know this person seriously, my pure feelings now after your annoying act.)

One day, I was in dance practice.

My phone rang, thinking it might be from my family or friends for something urgent(cos seldom ppl called this phone) so I accepted the call.

He asked, "Do u know who I am?"

Me: (&%^@$#&$%, How would I know, it's an unknown number... So, it's another guessing game huh) Dunno. Who are u?

The annoying guy: When you know who i am, then call me back.

-hang up-

Me: #^$%@%#$ What's wrong with this guy?? Crazy...

That time, I seriously thought it's one of my friends but due to hectic schedule, I didn't bother much.

And, seriously, I thought he sure won't last forever, somehow, he would still tell me who he is, so why bother?

Days passed...

He sent a message
......
(refer to above pictures...wrong chronology but lazy to shift dy.)
.....

So, after reading all those...

Note the date, even if I didn't reply him, he still kept on disturbing...

And what does it mean by "play your game"?

Hello~

I don't want to play any game k?

What kind of friend to talk so boastful, act so boastful?

I'm your pet?

Fun?

I feel very pissed off.

Not for being disturbed but having a friend like you (if u're really my friend)...

So proud of being so childish huh??

I dont mind bout this hide-and-seek game that u played here k?

But, hello, it's almost 1 week passed.

Get a life, man!!

Don't mess with me...

If u want to tell, fine!

Like i've informed u...

I have no time to really ask around for your identity..

I'm seriously, deadly busy here.

As a friend, (like how u keep insisting), be considerate.

Respect my life and i'll respect yours.

Know why I'm being so annoyed??

The picture showing the number who called(above), saw the time?

Seriously crazy people.

I'm so tired to have half-completed my work and study until so late, and this "friend" kept playing miscall early morning at 6 something.

Sleep lar seriously..

Do you need sleeping pills?

I need sleep k?

Because of you, my sleep was disturbed and took time for me to get back to sleep.

Then, I woke up late.

Then I'm so tired and exhausted even after 1 lecture.

Then I have lab.

Then I came back I need to study.

Then I couldn't study because I'm too tired.

Then I might got slacked off in studies because I cant finish my notes.

Still, I wanted to post this article because....

IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND (LIKE HOW IMPORTANT YOU MENTIONED IT THAT I'M HURTING U EVENTHOUGH U'RE MY FRIEND), JUST TELL ME WHO U ARE IF U WANT!!

IF NOT, FINE! I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT TO KNOW. really.

I REALLY PRAYED THAT U'RE NOT ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIEND BACK IN SCHOOL, IF NOT, I'LL BE SO DISAPPOINTED!!

STOP ALL YOUR CHILDISH BEHAVIOR, U MIGHT BE ENJOYING THIS, BUT I REALLY DONT WANT TO KNOW U.

SO WHY FORCING ME TO KNOW U WHEN IN THE SECOND MESSAGE U ALREADY SAID U DUN WAN TO KNOW ME?

I'D BE EXTREMELY HAPPY IF U DUN DISTURB ME ANYMORE!!!

Thank you.

Those who knows this guy, please tell me who he is.

I know he enjoys seeing me this angry, but yeah, if u dun have a life, not busy, eng eng bo su zo, want to play around, search for other number. Thank you.

-Mogu-

寻找乐趣

2012-01-08T01:19:00.000-08:00

身为医学系学生，有时面临的压力真的不是盖的。

尤其是当你想要吊儿郎当的度过这几年时，身边会有不少的人，拼命的提醒你，不可放弃自己，以后会觉得对不起的。

有时，也会在课堂上听到医生教授说，“你们现在不好好读，以后就会觉得后悔了。”

学姐学长们也是。

很常，也不缺这种说法：医学生都不会打扮自己，不会玩乐，很无聊，很可怜的。

我呢？

我要推翻第二种说法。

医学生不是不会打扮，而是我们没有那时间耗在打扮上，说真的，睡眠远远重要过一切。

周末，不是读书就得睡觉。

不是不会玩乐，只是我们的游戏，我们的乐趣，你们不懂。

很无聊？很可怜？

我觉得这么说的人，更无聊，更可怜。

我曾经是那类的人。

什么都不懂，就乱评价一番。

再者，我又很喜欢打扮，很爱自由。

大家都说不能想象我成为医生的样子，连我都这么觉得呢，你们说惨不惨？

对于自己能不能给人信任的样子，我大大的犹豫着自己是不是入对行。

结果，我还是进来了。

我要自己体会。

半年就快过去了。

这半年里，我推翻自己很多的无知想法。

以下是我个人给与考虑着是否该拿医学系或者是否该来吉兰丹的一些看法。

乐趣是靠自己寻找的。

医学系真的很忙。每天的notes多到~~~~~~

就算一天只上3堂lecture,你下午还有lab。。。

到晚上，若你能读完1份notes至两份，大家肯定都赞你说你太厉害了。

你要花很长时间来边了解边读书。读完后，你要花更久的时间来背熟它。

然后你就会发现，哦，时间已经是凌晨12点了。

第二天，你可能会在课堂上睡着。

不过，放心，你也会因为怕不懂而死死睁大眼睛。

然后你就期待周末的到来。

在吉兰丹，没戏院，没kbox, 没娱乐场所。。。

周末怎么办？

告诉你，的确第一个星期在这里回想着去这里去那里，但是，之后，都会因为你那每天累计下来的notes读不完，自己都不敢出去了。

这不是kiasu.

就算你真的读完了，你都未必记得，有得重读。

周末，最常做的事情就是和一班朋友出去吃饭。。。常常一聊，两小时就过去了。

偶尔，（我是常常啦）会在房间看戏。

因为时间好掌控，这可以算是最大乐趣。

哦，还有，吉兰丹的夜生活就是无非，凌晨，去吃宵夜。（我们的宵夜基本都是12至3点这段期间，因为，有时读书，功课，彼此配合，挪出来的时间就是那时候）

这里有McD, cotek, satay, up to u, hayaki, etc...

总之，在这里，乐趣就是和朋友一起坐下来聊天大笑的时候。

还有，去教堂也是开心的时候。

能够打扮漂漂亮亮。

其实，平时，去上课就很爱打扮。

因为那是我的乐趣，能够疏解压力啊。。。会让我一大早心情就很好呢。

你会开始怀疑自己。

考试成绩放榜时，你若考得不错，你会很开心，但若考得不好，你会觉得很沮丧，会觉得你拿不睡觉的几天，拼命读书的几天，都白费了。

我曾经在考试期间，连续两天没睡觉，每天都是靠着维他命撑着去考试。

一考完，倒床大睡，醒来后直接发烧。

接着，期间，你会参与很多活动。

若你很active的，像我一样，你就会忙得喘不过气来。

你会比别人更没有时间读书（所以考试时才得整夜不睡读书，结果还读不完）。

你会觉得为什么自己要这样糟蹋自己。

不过，成果时需要努力的。

我是不能改变的。

因为表演也是我喜欢做的事情中，最重要的那部分。

为了表演，你得参加每次的训练。

但是，真的，大学的表演，会让你觉得那一刻，真的值得。。。

你会感慨。。你会感动。。。

当然，因人而异。也有朋友不喜欢表演而负责后台的。

不过也是一样，忙！

这也是为什么，你没有闲时间出去玩了。

因为，大学生活都足够精彩了。

这是我们练习传统舞时拍的。

认得这衣服吗？

就是上一张我睡着时穿的。

练习前还在房里读书，争取每分每秒。

你看到这里，会不会觉得，我还是不要拿医学系了？

我不要去吉兰丹，可能吉隆坡没有这么压力？这么无聊？

相较过，其实都差不多。

除非你真的没有责任感，或者你太聪明了，不然，像我一样，成绩平平，就得花更多时间去读书，又爱玩，参加很多活动，就得牺牲更多的东西。

虽然如此，我觉得我才是真正长大。

真正压力的觉得自己很充足。

学会处理压力，乐观起来（还是会不开心，不过。。。），成熟，待人处事。

一个缺点。对我来说，也是最大的缺点就是，我会变得不愿和人分享我的心情了。

会觉得很累要说，会觉得没人懂我，因为这里，大家都有自己要烦的事情啊。。。

-蘑菇-

Life-saving will

2012-01-04T21:10:00.000-08:00

I started 2012 rather weak...
Having sore throat and flu all the way...
Not feeling the strong anticipation to studies.
I'm a lazy bug now.

Watched a korean drama "obstetrics and
gynaecology".
Que 1: Could I really be a dedicated doctor??
Que2: Could I really capable of being a capable doctor??
These questions have been hunting me over the nights whenever I lifted up the thick notes in front of me... Not understanding or remembering the facts in them.
I feel defeated.
I wanted to be one.
Not one who's excellent in achieving self-satisfaction, because doctor really isn't just about knowledge.

But one who's capable of helping the patient, always for the benefits of patient, despite the rules and own benefits...

The sacrifice and concern towards the best for patients.

I wanted to be able to make right decision when it comes to an emergency and this decision, would bring lives back.

I wanted to be like that.

I know I could if I worked hard.

But it's always easier to talk rather than work

Years and years, mum working in gynaecology.

She has strong patience and really capable in taking care of her patients.

A nurse, just like an angel to patients, i think.

Well, could I be a good servants to patients then?

God, please strengthen my heart in this. Let me study and understand not for exam, but my career and responsibility towards my future patients.

Amen.

-Mogu-

不能改变别人。我要走出来。

2011-12-15T23:14:00.000-08:00

踏出校园。
今早，很犹豫着应不应该和朋友们一起出去吃午餐。
第一，很无力，懒惰。
第二，不想去吃pizza.
可是，最后我选择了给自己机会。
不想把自己闷坏了。
于是便和这班很可爱的朋友们一起去了。
本打算把自己的长发剪短的。
打从上个月就筹谋着，但是因为得演戏，所以就留着。
现在，又有可能不能了。
因为明年条传统舞时需要绑辫子。
所以我就想要剪掉我的流海，结果，那间某某有名气的理发店实在是爆满，连我说愿意等，他都说可能得等上半天的时间。
无奈，只好回房了。

我最近受的打击真的很想让我做些改变。
我想重新开始。
我想真理心情。
我不想再这么爬不起来。
我不想被人问怎么了，因为我回答不来。
原因有很多，却没有具体的，因为有时候，就是会因为太多事情而崩溃。
我就是在这么一个情况。
心情低落。
没人懂。
或许这个它不适合我的生活，那个他不习惯我。
我不再期望，因为我不能退缩，我不能改变别人。
我自己适应，如果不行，我会退出。
给我一些时间。
12月。
Life changing decision.

-蘑菇-

收音机一起。

2011-12-15T00:29:00.000-08:00

以前常觉得听收音机会让我无法专心读书。
最近，我却迷上与收音机为伍的生活。
不需说话，一个人静静的在图书馆读书。一个人吃饭。一个人承担压力。
我几乎累得不想和我姐说话。为什么？
别问我。我已经累得不想找出答案。
无论到哪，都带着耳机。不想别人觉得我自己一个很可怜，所以我选择伪装自己忙碌享受的样子。
精神上的崩溃，我没有人可以倾诉，也不知道该如何倾诉。
就觉得，我说了一堆，另一方也不能怎样，只能说些鼓励的话，而我好像比较希望有人明白我的感觉，让我觉得你真的感同身受。
我很累很累。
几度怀疑自己为什么要选择这科目？
我渴望自由简单的生活。
在这里，我或许学会的一样事情就是沉默。还有。。。沉默。

我是不是得了忧郁症？
我很压抑。。。
没有人能够了解。
这个月，是我说了最多“对不起”的时候。
我真的很累很累。
我很想回家。
我很想自己不要长大。
我很想推开所有职务。
我很想就这样。
我想好好读书，希望自己聪明一点。
为什么很努力读了，就是不明白？
为什么？

-蘑菇-

I have a life in Kelantan

2011-10-12T01:47:00.000-07:00

Yea.

This is a statement.

I have a life in Kelantan.

Breathing, sleeping, eating and what did I do with the rest of time?

Interesting!!

Studying.

And.... Well, update tonight if I'm free.

Sorry, really been very very busy here.

Not even having enough sleeping time for myself.

-Mogu-

Chocolate chips.

2011-08-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

I have this great obsession on chocolate.

Really love it!!

Just bought myself a whole box of chocolate chips.

Very delicious of course.

Not to forget, my doggy's favourite.

Beef flavour.

And, it costs RM79.

My happy doggy..

And this is just not all.

Everyday have to cook bones and rice for them too....

How blissful they are <3

heez.

They deserve it! =)

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Oatmeal.

2011-08-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

A nice bowl of oatmeal.

Night, people!

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Long Sleep

2011-08-07T10:34:00.000-07:00

I have thick eyebrows~

Just like Crayon Sin-chan >.<

Heez.

Hi5 to everyone!! =)

It's 4.21am now.

Not much intention to stay so late.

Before I got into the title, it was another Sunday for church service yesterday!! =)

I was getting excited as this coming one would be the day of my baptism~

What a lovely one.

Oh, I've always make it an effort to dress up nicely to church.

In fact, it's the only place whereby wearing formal would not be awkward among others.

It's a respect to God to wear our best in His holy hall.

Just imagine meeting our dear respected Prime Minister(not to imagine bout our Royal Highness, that would be too far), we would surely be in our most treasure attire.

What more to say God, our Great Creator.

Okay~ Here's the outfit.

All given by my shopaholic eldest sis. =)

Well, I won't oppose this, cos now, many had entered my closet instead... HahaXD

I realised I couldnt really go without my fringe, totally gone!!

Argh~

Not nice not nice...

I have broad forehead and big face. (A sad thing to admit)

Was always searching for a good hairdresser to trim my fringe.

Once, I had a terribly short fringe which made me the joke in the class for 3 days.

Still remembered the ugliness of the fringe.

Saw this paper statue of Kelvin in OneJaya.

Just random >.<

A feelings to feel crazy and do crazy, be crazy!

Wake up from sleep.

Well, I've had a long sleep since 7pm just now.

Woke up at 11pm.

So, how could I sleep again?

I was now here typing blog post....

Wanted to get rid of my energy.

Have you ever feel that, the very one thing that you wanted to see when you first wake up is your hair style?

I have this obsession over my wake up hairstyle.

It changes my mood, not much, but the least it could influence.

If the hair looks nice, curves inwards or so, I would be in good mood that morning at least.

If I woke up and found my fringe or hair curled outwards or looked bad, I would surely feel frustrated combing it inwards...

Just a simple things to cheer myself up. Mostly, they look nice =)

My hair goes natural wavy.

That's why, I love to have long hair and not shoulder-length.

Had a Cadbury chocolate just now.

Tooth aches recently, better be careful on this.

Watched Harry Potter first series just now.

"Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone".

Off to bed. ( I wish I could sleep.)

Signed off,

-Mogu-

More shopping

2011-08-06T09:22:00.000-07:00

This photo was not taken on the same day whereby I bought the grilled chicken chop below.

Last night, a Saturday it was.

Mum and I suddenly felt like eating chicken chop.

Hence, we dropped by Good Times at 3rd Mile.

It was the second time I'd been there.

Nice as usual =)

But Mum recommended Chef At Home's chop instead.

The wrapping for take away.

Okay, on Feraiday night itself, we went to MJC night market to seek for cheap ballerina-like shoes.

The weather was pretty cold and before we headed home, we're actually running across the streets in rain.

Stalls selling purse and jewellery.

Specs.

This had nothing special to talk about.

We went to a bank, and I happened to see this reflection of mine in one of the poles, so I took a picture.

It looked like my legs were slim and long..

Aww~

The cheap ballerina-like shoes which I bought at RM15.

I do not know honw long will it last, my previous experience was a couple of months, which was quite a good record to me already.

You see, I'm the kind of girls who go for cheap stuff as in low in price but good quality =)

For instance, clothes and bags and shoes.

Barely because, I'm the kind who kept on changing new clothes and attracted to new ones...

So, I see no point on buying a RM200++ branded polo tee whereby, it looked the same like the one from Pasar Malam, and not that my friends valued me from the brands I wore.

Well, they said the quality is good, but I simply cant risk on destroying my expensive tee over a spilling juice or anything, which in a way, will restrict my way of eating.

So, it's just troublesome to take care of.

Plus, a RM25 dress looks just nicer and more attractive.

In exchange, an expensive one, could take away a few dresses of mine, no way!!

Outfit for yesterday, Saturday.

Out for shopping.

Bought a pair of jeans and a 3/4 length pants.

Ended up with Fish burger by Sugarbun as dinner.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Kuching Fest 2011

2011-08-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

I was kinda lazy today, so let the picture speaks.

I went to Kuching Fest this year.

I went with my primary schoolmates.

It was a rainy day.

Many people were bringing umbrellas because it was raining. =.=

I dropped my phone on the way to find my friends because my hands are too slippery.

Then, we met.

We walked in the rain, searching for my fried ice-cream stall and the next moment, we found this very bright plat they got, a famous song from Taiwan.

So, we took a photo.

Many photos actually.

Because the photographer were eager to do so. =P

Credited to Joel MohMoh...

How we had always called him so.

Then, we met a lot of former primary schoolmates by coincidence.

This is Christopher.

This is former Mdm Ting's tuition class classmate.

I forgot his name.

This is Esther.

Our former primary classmate too.

And there's one more girl whom we knew she's from our former primary school too.

But, we couldn't recall her name at all.

We did not dare to confront her too.

Finally activity on the list, we went for a Pirate Ship ride.

It was scary.

It was high.

It was...errr.... *vomit*

I had very terrible feelings on Pirates Ship.

No more.

And these are all my primary schoolmates.

We talked like crazy people.

Because, we are crazy people.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Uni tit-bits settled.

2011-08-04T00:36:00.000-07:00

It was this very nice morning, Mum took a leave off, then, we headed to Bank Islam to get some university fee payment done.

A stack of money, pricing rm2000.

Then, we went to school to get some certificate signed by Principal, but unfortunately, he's not in.

So, we ended up waiting for awhile before Mr. Wee saw me and invited me in to sign my papers for me.

Long talk about how I should study overseas next time for my Master level and stuff.

Then, I met Dr. Chai who was talking to 2 seniors, one year older than me, asking him to certified their certs for university too.

But then, the old man here, proudly told them to just get them certified by a counselor teacher upstairs.

(Which on the other words, his signature is too pricey to be signed on the purpose of certifying certs only?? I doubt that! Not big special at all, Dr.)

And remember, this is a typical type too.

Afternoon session prefects on role calls.

After certifying my certs, I decided to wait for a little while for Mr. Ang.

Just to have some regular chat with him and all, so long didn't see this adorable man dy.

So while waiting, I met my former Chemistry teacher, Pn. Chong.

Hence, we talked while strolling at the canteen area.

And this is the unlucky moment to have meet this old woman there.

Do not even want to mention her name, but those who ever attacked by her, sure recognise this.

Me: Good morning, teacher. (To say the least,there're very few students who would even bother to greet every teacher, even those who're not teaching them, in school. I, as the few, owh, this is definitely something glad to share, I'm very happy that I still possess this habit to greet every teacher, each whom I saw. Hence, politely, with a slight bow, I greeted her.)

Old woman: (Did not even bother to turn her body, peeped on my attire and exclaimed) Oh, how come you wear like that to school? This is a school, you know. You shouldn't wear like that to school. (Followed by, okay, this is the most irritating and annoying and rudest part) Tsk tsk tsk! (She shooked her head, not even bother to turn her body to face me, still, side peeping. Hate this.)

Burning, I tried to explain.

Me: Erm, teacher I just dropped by to....... (not even finish my sentence)

Old woman: No, no,no... Even just drop by also shouldn't enter the school with these! (the hands crossed in front of her chest, eyeballs turn up and down on my attire on the very proud manner)

Still, not to lose my manner(not like her, how rude she is), I apologized.

Me: Sorry, teacher.

Old woman: Next time don't wear like..THAT! (still not looking at me.)

Then, my tiny little heart got so disturbed by this incident.

I could not understand what have I done to deserve this treatment?

Not to say proud, I was never the type of student whom teacher would give bad comment on(talkative is not one....cos teacher usually didn't do it in harsh way, just a small comment).

And, I certainly not the type of student who slacks my studies and gets blacklisted for bad behavior.

And off all, in attitude throughout the conversation, I did not act like I'm here to show off my legs or even show off my hair- attitude. Not even like girls who've dropped out of school, came back with trendy look to attract attention, which in we commonly called Lala.

I am not.

I did not.

Thus, what's with the whole attitude?

Not that noone wear shorts (or even shorter than me) in school compound.

Band members?

Choir members?

Ex-seniors?

Sure they do.

And during camp?

Scouts?

(No offense. It's just examples that many do wear shorts and I personally do not think it's a wrong)

The purpose of not wearing shorts is to forbid some girls who tend to wear hot pants who did it on purpose to attract attention which is menjolok mata.

And this?

I personally think I wore t-shirt instead of singlet(a plus)

I wore shorts which does not seem like a panties-length (another plus)

I'm so on fire to be commented like this.

My self-esteem told me I should not be accused over some purpose which I did not mean to commit in. Like show off or attract attention or act trendy.

(Btw, even if you wear jeans, long sleeves, you also attract attention in school, basically, the juniors would love to glance at their seniors.)

I told mum the whole incident in the car.

A conclusion we drawn.

There're just this typical teachers (like Dr.Chai and old woman) who always thought they're the top, and without knowing, them who always teach people to be elegant, well-behaved, polite and all, were doing all sorts of stuff, contradicting themselves.

They're not polite, kind and helpful.

Rude and ruthless.

Not humble or dedicated.

And rude.

Did I mention this?

Oh, I did.

Guess it's just not enough.

Rude.

You're a teacher.

You told people not to judge a book by it's cover.

And now you turn over your own statement by doing it exactly.

Then, you told us not to look down on other person.

Again, you did it by judging and judging, comparing and within your own small world, just because you've never heard my name, doesn't mean that I'm a small useless, not studying students who stroll in school compound while others are wearing uniforms studying Form 6, which you probably thought, IF I WERE STUDYING I WOULD BE IN FORM 6 ART CLASS THE LAST. I guess.

I do not want to judge you.

I said all these based on proof.

Imagine, a student, a top student, for example G went back to school in the exact attire like me, you won't even bother to look at the attire and comment, nor presenting the awful slanting look, you would just have a deep conversation with her on her studies now, you would want to know, you would want to stick onto the clever and popular ones.

I hate this type of people.

You know, by doing so, not only you are missing the wonderful person in your life, but you're also degrading yourself as someone not worth-talking to.

I've strive so hard throughout my teenagehood.

Studying has been a very important part in my life.

One the many reasons is because, I do not want my family nor I to be looked down by those who think they're of high-class family and too elegant to even bother on us.

I studied hard and I never did anything bad to exchange results which I did not deserve.

Hurting others or blackmailing or threaten.

Non of these.

Now, the flowers are blooming.

I thought finally, maybe I could loosen up a bit.

I have gained many's recognition.

Today's incident is definitely a disappointment.

But, I thank God for giving me a way to realise, when people look down on you or being harsh to you, the best way is to show the best attitude and behavior in front of them.

Be thankful for they let you know the other part of the world with human like them.

I should not be proud.

I shall thank her.

I have to keep repeating this really endure the pain in my heart.

Have you ever experience being accused over something so bad that you wanted to cry?

And misunderstand?

Oh ya, to clarify one misunderstanding.

I did not wear this attire directly from home to school.

The whole morning, I have been from here to there, a few places; banks, post office, photostat shop before finally reached school.

What a hot day.

And first plan is, if only we managed to settle everything before 12pm, we could stop by school to get the photostated certs signed.

So, it's not by any intentions that I purposely wore that to school and it would be impossible for me to drive home and get changed before going to school after whole morning, busy.

Afterall, the car is filled on fuel not plain water.

*hot*

Photo taken with Hui Ching, who purposely told teacher she wanted to go to toilet and ran down to chat with me. =)

I tied my fringe up.

Lunch in the car.

Then, we went to cousin's house to visit the newborn again.

Aww~

So cute right?

Adorable lar...

Wish you grow up healthily and happy always =)

Sorry, because I tend to mumble alot and my anger is expressed by typing faster.

So, there're many words to be read, ignore them if you're too tired to do so....

A post on Kuching Fest is coming out soon.

Too tired dy.

I tend to blog very frequent these days.

So, when you read this, you might have missed out 1 or 2 blog posts dy.

If interested, kindly press "older posts" to have a look.

^.^

Still a fine day.

Thanks God.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Flowery bag.

2011-08-03T08:44:00.000-07:00

Typical >u< LOL....

This is the bag my eldest got for me when we went shopping in a shop, for flowers on CNY.

Of course, the main purpose for that day is not looking at bags and there're hardly any....

I wondered where I found this cloth bag...

Hmm, somewhere near the stati0nery part I think...

But I did not use it for long.

After 2 years, I finally decided to show it...

It isn't that bad right?

Though not awesome, but certainly useful due to the big contents it can put onto.

In church.

Hair messed up by my sis just to take this photo.

But i love the angle and all....

Not the hair part of course... >.<

To her explanation her own product: This is siao cha bo's look!! (Hokkien)

Basically, our baptism class has come to an end...

Today is the last day of class, but not the end of the relationship of course.

A group photo taken

On the day of 14/8 itself, this bunch of people are going to declare themselves in front of others, we're one family, we're in the family of God. =)

Blessed.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Insomnia

2011-08-02T11:52:00.000-07:00

This's currently my desktop background, my fb profile picture and feel the urge to upload into my blog too.

First, the message is strong, worth reminded.

Second, it's drawn by me.

Third, I couldn't sleep and it's 3a.m. now, I have nothing better than uploading a photo so that I could blog.

Something happened.

Starting of August itself wasn't pleasant for me.

Obstructive.

I feel depressed.

A thing caught my feelings so deeply.

I do not like to feel bad and terrible.

To have known me for so long, I bet you know.

If it's so depressing, I would not let myself and this feelings persist long.

So, I gave myself one more day.

If the situation continues, I guess it would be my decision to put it a stop.

Although it's my fault in the first place, I'm stubborn and cruel enough just to protect myself from crying anymore.

The thing I learnt to be tough and matured, is to be less positive to your feelings.

When you're emotional, you tend to be weak and weak is the key to disrupt you.

I do not know why I said these, but at this moment, I could not sleep because of this particular matter and from sad, I turned angry and then I'm sad, then angry, then sad again, non-stop cycles made me so awake.

I'm supposed to sleep, there's a baptism test today, I should sleep and wake up early to study so that I could pass it.

If making me feel so terrible is a revenge, I sincerely applause.

I woke up having a nightmare this morning, I was so scared that I feel so cold and my pillow is wet. I cried in my dream. And in reality. I knew I had had too much. I feel so stressed. You feel it's my fault, so do I. But, not saying out is the worst punishment. I could not stand it anymore. 1 more day. My max.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Eggplant

2011-08-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

I am hungry.

This is eggplant (according to Google translate on 'TERUNG')

Eggplant is my favourite.

I have e.g.g.p.l.a.n.t. for supper >.<

This is another random blogpost.

Funny on how my favourite vege is called EGGPLANT! =)

I thought it's midnight before I looked at the clock, showing 10.50p.m.

How indoor I am now.

Not even bother to look at the clock in the kitchen.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Regret.

2011-08-01T12:43:00.000-07:00

I was in terribly bad mood today.

Night.

I called sis to take away some snacks for me.

I'm angry so, I eat.

I eat so, I'm angry.

Digest this.

I looked just like a kids at home, no wonder they said I did not grow up.

Well, who wants to grow up if everything's so complicated in adults but remains simply when you're just a lil kids?

Lok Lok.

Cheezy Wedges.

You Cha Kueh with milk.

I feel guilty.

I said many things badly today.

I regretted so much.

First, not worth it to make God angry if I was angry over "that" particular stuff and person.

Second, I regretted again, 1 hour ago.

I said something which makes other misunderstand and it really feels bad for feeling bad after hurting someone whereby you thought it should be okay and fair.

Then the next thing I realised, I was the one who was not worth being saved.

I doubted whether I should be baptised next Sunday.

I never doubted the trust and faith I have in God.

But, there's hatred in my heart that I couldn't let go.

And, worst of all, I did not pray to God to let me forgive and forget these, simply because I wanted to remember how hateful I feel towards that... And, maybe, the evil spirit in me, hoping to give it a revenge.

I'm so in sins.

I so regretted.

I did not know how to let go.

It seems unfair when I, myself try to let go, but the other side, it gets worse and as a Christian, I have to bear with it.

I know if I pray, I could.

But, I really did not want to back down so easily.

I'm not as forgiving as Jesus and Lord.

Then, I regretted for having all these thoughts captured me again.

And, on the other incident, I regretted because it hurts to hurt.

Sorry.

Regrets.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

What's big to finish July?

2011-08-01T00:18:00.000-07:00

On the very last two days left for the month, July, things sort of packed together, especially, when they're on weekends.

I fully-occupied the spare time with church activities and outings with mum and sis.

Besides, settling some random stuff which, should be settled earlier.

So, on Saturday, we had a reunion dinner in church.

Every family has to cook a dish which you're certainly the best in, enough for everyone to have a taste on.

Around 500(to say the least) arrived in church that day.

10 tables were filled with varieties of food from different family.

All sorts of delicacies, could have qualified to fight with Kuching Fest, which also started on that day.

This is the cute little boy I managed to know on that night, he kept asking me to fold him a bird, but unfortunately, I miss out that one during art class in primary school =(

Or maybe art teacher did teach us, I did not install the programme into my brain. I suck in folding stuff.

End up, he showed me his stars.... =)

Sweet.

Our youth are in-charge of the fruits.

So, I bought grapes, seedless grapes which are pretty sweet.

They're almost finished up by the teenagers in-charge to prepare the fruits... >.<

This is our Pastor Mo. hehe...

Holding bowls, ready to taste the delicious food in front.

Our fruits served.

Saw the barely-seen grapes? >.<

This is just one of the tables set in front of the main hall. Filled with pots and pots of curry and home cook food.

The crowd, anticipated with the temptation of food.

Dinner started at 6.30pm.

Around 7.30pm, we gathered in the main hall and enjoyed performances of the night.

The performances were designed by church members, divided by the housing areas they're in.

I'm under the 21st group, Penrissen area.

We performed choir singing and reciting poem as introduction.

Others including aerobics dance, sketch, telling jokes, and not to forget, true stories from our church members on how God has created miracles in their life...

The aerobic dance.

Choir.

Kids with us that night.... Pretty cute.

Shouting here and there.

Haha~ Kids are so energetic that sometimes I feel I'm too old to try to calm them down.

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On Sunday, it's another church service.

The theme for that day is Boys Brigade's service.

Once entered the main hall and be seated, the front rows were full of guys dressed smartly in blue.

Handsome look, I mean the outfit =)

Some were in blue coat, later I was enlightened that they're the officers.

The BB had prepared 3 performance for the morning.

Band, marching and slideshow.

They're the troop which is willing to be in the first line, living the glory of God.

Serving the nations in the name of God.

Awesome.

Today, I get to know what a BB is about.

I used to think BB and GB is a team, some sort of life partner connection.

So shallow-minded.

I could not differentiate BB, GB and scouts.

And I let myself immersed in these thoughts for 6 years, which is my whole secondary stage.

Should have take the initiative to explore the truth.

This simply shows how lazy and inattentive I am.

Outfit for morning service.

Plain black sleeveless dress from eldest sis =)

The cardigan matches well here.

Latest smile.

The "extreme happy emoticon" >u<

Afternoon, we went to Ronnie Optic, located at Hopoh.

I had my new spectacles in half an hour time.

LEVELNINE.

After my previous spectacles----HAMMER.

I could not find a pretty one which is fully-made in plastic in Hammer.

Levelnine, on the other hand, was my cousin's favourite.

I found this nice pair of glasses which makes a nice capture in front camera, on me too.

Black and white.

My favourite colours, safe one.

In the car...

Very happy with my new specs. =)

Sis eventually, chose the exact spec like mine.

It's ok.... =)

My old specs had been repaired well. (Previously, the glasses were out of place due to several falls.)

I guess, I love the old specs still.

Would switch in between in the future.

Our cousin had just gave birth to a baby boy.

So, night, we went to shop for some baby products for the newborn.

Aww...

I'm so in love and thrilled by the cute stuff...

And, I kep on exclaimed "Sis, you see, this one so small!! Aww~ So cute!!"

Too in love dy...

So cute!! >.<

LOL

This the one I chose for the baby boy...

Cute isn't it??

Baby blue suits baby so much (cos it's with baby in the name of the colour... lame XD)

It's pretty easy for the mum to change the pampers too ^^

Convenient.

This is way too cute.

And it causes my mum against the two of us.

Mum insisted the side with the bear is the front and the side with floral is at the back.

While sis and I insisted the side with bear is the back cos you see, the cartoon usually located nicely at the cute butt of the baby right???

It's the back lar....

And endless argument... Heez.

Finally, the cute newly-born nephew =)

Cousin said he's quite a heavy sleeper.

I bet so.

Baby's duty is sleeping =)

Owh... It's August now!!

^.^

Signed off,

-Mogu-

When we're young, we love these..

2011-07-28T08:53:00.001-07:00

It was the day... Wednesday.

Sis went for morning shift.

So, in the afternoon, we went out for little...erm, for me boring, for her quite useful walk.

Outfit for the day, trying hard to look young before someone would comment, "hey, u're too old for this dy."

First, we went to CIMB bank for her application of...card.

Not much to say here, but, quite boring, settled my bill transaction.

Then, we went to Melilea for she wanted to ask some questions regarding the products she used.

You see, previously I strongly recommended Artistry for better facial condition as it's very famous in market and highly-ranked.

Melilea's not bad too.

Sis's a customer of it.

I would suggest, if you wanted to do a facial checkup on the skin condition and types of products which suit you best, you should do it in Melilea, as their machine gives a better result and very widely-covered.

Extremely in details.

The branch in Jalan Song.

While waiting for my sis to ask this and that, I spotted a quiet spot whereby there's a big mirror to give myself some vain shots...

Ahah~

Entertain myself in a way...

She spent quite a long time in there...

So, you could imagine me, standing here and there, not knowing what else to look at.

"Read the products description"

Some might suggest.

But, I personally really do not interested in facial products and make-ups. or contact lens or even some organic food and drinks, all these which could really make someone looks better and prettier and healthier.

Not that I would not want to know, but these are not the things that I would take the initiative to ask or search.

If someone happened to tell me, this is good, I would just tell my sis or mum and they will do the rest, if good, I will buy, if not, deal with them =)

The things I'm interested in is something regarding hairstyles, clothes and unique special stuff like Lomo camera, instant camera, dslr, a "walkie-talkie" watch, and etc... something which I could play with for a long long time...

The more I search, the more interesting it gets...

>.<

Then, we went to Upwell for window-shopping, just have a look around..

Then we discovered this pencil case which we longed to have one when we're kids...

This one with calculator...

Some equipped with mirror, some with jigsaw puzzle and some with sharpener or others...

Interesting right?

Even now, I would love to bring this to school.

But, I do not think it would be suitable for me to use this in University, would it?

Lecturers and coursemates would definitely have a big laugh on me if I insist... XD

But, it's something, I would cherish much if I had many when I was young....

I love this cool cute stuff.

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Tonight, we went for McD after fetching sis from work in hospital.

I ordered Happy Meal.

This used to be our favourite when we're still a small kids.

Remember, when we're attending tuition in PBK for Malay language, every night after tuition, we will stop by McD for Happy Meal.

Of course, the other reason is to collect the toys given together.

Our home has a lot of soft toys from McD and KFC.

Both for their Happy Meal and Chicky Meal respectively.

Today, I got this cute little pony.

Just for exhibition.

There're two combs which combine to be the stand for the pony, when separated, could be used to comb the pony tail.

>.<

When we're young we love these.

Now, I've grown up, I'm still attracted by these.

Love.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Bath bath, Momo~

2011-07-26T08:09:00.000-07:00

It was a day, I feel like doing house chores...

I washed the dishes and fold the clothes~

In addition to these, I gave Momo a bath!!

Cute Momo.

She doesn't like water...

She's basically the apple in my 2nd sis's eyes...(loveliest in ours)

Her daughter, she claimed.

Remember, when mum scolded sis, Momo protected her by barking at mum.

Loyal=)

Remember, the day before I departed to Negeri Sembilan, Momo sat beside me when I was preparing the shoes by the shoe rack.

Wet wet eyes that time. T.T

I hate to say this, but Momo has been with us for many years now.

I'm so sad and scared to leave her and fly to Kelantan which is so far from home.

I really hope nothing bad will happen to everyone.

Hate it where dogs tend to grow older and faster than human does.

Please be healthy till I came back for you, Momo.

Now, I will always massage you, pat your head, sing to you, rub your tummy and finally give you a bath.

(though you really don't like bathing)

Heez>.<

She didn't look at me after bathing just now, didn't even answer to my call.

Merajuk~

HahaXD

Well, we all have special obsession for dogs...

Especially cute, fluffy ones...

Long fur would be the best, but mum and dad don't like the fur everywhere whenever doggy shook their tails...

So, 2nd sis has the lady Momo under her account.

Eldest sis loves Nino the most, the German Shepherd.

We used to have 3 German Shepherds before.

Due to some reasons, they're given away.

And, Nino here, nearly faced the same fate, but very lucky to him and us, the children, dad decided to just keep him with us...

You see, Nino is reared at first to take good care of the house, like bark when strangers came and if any thief happened to break into, he will bite or threatened the thief.

But, it happened to be not that case...

He loves to sleep...

And seldom bark, but I got a good reason to that, maybe he's too clever, he could sense who're the bad and good ones, cos sometimes, he did bark.

Certain kids who tried to throw him something or teased him.

By the way, German Shepherd is a clever dog, top 3 clever in the list.

We didn't teach him, but after extending the cage to the grassy land, he knew exactly how to peepee and poopoo on the grass and not the cement anymore =)

You see, I'm quite scared of Nino, cos he's big, and sis loves him, so he's now under eldest sis's account.

Which leaves me this cute buddy here, Yuanyuan.

Funny right?

The fattest, the fluffiest, the shortest and the cutest.

(Momo's gonna hate me if she reads this, if she can read..XD)

Oh, did I mention?

No, I didn't.

When Momo and Yuanyuan are still little puppy, they always jealous of each other, whenever we called one of them, the other one will follow just to have a pat on the head =)

Yuanyuan is a she.

We seldom released her out of the cage.

She so a crazy dog.

Run everywhere, hard to control and most of all, she loves to stick to people.

As in, really stick, every second every minute, licked you, scratched your feet, just like a bigger sized cat.

If you bent down to pat her head, there she attacks your face with the nature water in her mouth=)

No doubt, the name is given by me, didn't expect her to turn up so fat and round.

Name changes her or she suits to the name?

Either one I guess.

Girls would go for her on the first sight.

No doubt, Momo's still the queen in our heart. Always there =)

Love her.

Funny to admit it, so I guess, the better ones are taken, left this cute little fatty with me?

Perhaps it suits me good.

I mean cute.

I know you agreed on the fatty part right?

Well, this two fellow have a bigger cage now, living together in one room >.<

The link between the dogs are:

When they're small, Yuanyuan's scared of Momo, cos that time Momo's fatter than Yuanyuan.

And Nino's scared of Momo too, he joined the family later.

Due to respect I guess, wherever Momo stepped into, Nino would walked away, so Momo is just like big sister at home.

Grew older, Momo's getting slimmer, Yuanyuan's fatter, so there changes the sequence.

Momo's scared of Yuanyuan.

Yuanyuan scared of Nino.

Lastly, Nino, the big one, scared of Momo=)

The little fellows in our home.

Love you all.

5 years gone without seeing you all, please take care.

Especially to Momo, please take good care of yourself, don't keep fit, eat more.

Sincerely hope nothing will happen to you, cause I will be so regret to not able to be by your side.

Love you!!

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Facial treatment

2011-07-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

Starts off with a picture of love to dearly him, and the lil angel he gave to accompany me in amazing places I attend. =)

It was another day of Sunday service.

I love church.

Not to say the worshiping and choir which are so amazingly performed, I love pastor in church who could always speaks out what God wants us to know...

God can always reach us through pastors and bible.

I feel so grateful about this.

I am a Christian.

This's going to be official on 14/8/2011.

A date that I should proudly remember, a date that I declare myself, officially, as the daughter of God.

^.^

Also, a date that I should be responsible, true responsible in presenting myself to everyone and doing the duty of a Christian should.

So, church is about peace and love.

That's what I feel when I entered church.

This holiday, is going to end soon.

If you ask me, what I've gained through the holidays, I would say, I gained time which God wants me to have in doing things to glorify His name.

I gained trust from God in strengthening my heart, continues to believe Him.

I gained energy and strength, to overcome and believe everything will be alright with God accompanying by my side.

A lot of stuff happened.

A lot of people walked by.

A lot of feelings felt.

A lot of tiny little things that could easily pissed me off started to rage my mind.

When I feel hopeless, I remembered one thing that I could do.

Pray.

And I feel better after that.

Complete reliance, is something I should practise.

I mean, it's easy to say, I pray and I let God does everything, I rely on Him, but I know deep inside, I'm not faithful enough to not hesitate or doubt.

I would still question, "How would the problem solved if I didn't do anything?"

And, that's where I didn't believe, it couldn't be solved.

Complete faith in Him, is something I should really hold onto.

And, people asked, "Why christians keep on asking others to join them? Why christians always act like they're the best? Why church seems to be for those who're rich and right and elegant?"

Many more.

God says, people who're sick will need to seek for doctors, while those who aren't do not need to.(not directly from bible, the meaning that I got from what I heard from pastor's message)

So, similarly, church is not for those sinless, but for those who're sinful.

Jesus serves people with His whole life.

He told us, He's our slave.

A great Lord who're willing to be looked down on and sacrifice His life to save ours.

That's why I love Him so much.

He did not seek for wealthy ones, He helped the poor.

He's being cursed and spit, but He asked God to forgive those who did so to Him.

Some doubts to clear.

Sometimes, non-believers might face some really extreme, I would say, extreme Christians who ask them to convert.

A way that annoys many people.

The truth is, every religion is good.

I mean it honestly, no matter what religion you're in now, it teaches us the good in life.

Something that we all should learn.

I used to be a Buddhist.

I believe all the words I learnt before in it, is of good will too.

Hence, I would not support any Christians who said "Your religion is not good, Christian is good."

With this, you will only irritate the others. And me.

Because I used to face the same too.

But I'm glad God let me see it.

He accepts me and touched me with love and passion that's so deep.

Every religion is good, then why do I choose Christian in the end?

Something to share.

I realised, religion is also something that we commit based on our views on after death.

God saves us by sacrifising His one and only Son, Jesus so that those who believe Him could gain eternal life with Him in Heaven.

Heaven, shall not be the focus, but life with God.

Some religion teaches us to do good deeds and we will be in Heaven too after we die.

I support partially.

Doing good deeds shall be something we do in our daily life, not because of religion taught so, but because it's the norm to be a human.Basics that one should do as a human being.

It shall not be some redemption to Heaven.

And, everyone surely ever did something bad or wrong in their life.

As we grew older, the sins that we carried are too much for us to pay back, thus, we believed in God, for He loves us sinners so much that He did not want us to vanish, He saved us and cleanse our sins with His Son's holy blood.

That's what we believed.

(if something's wrong, do not use my words to accuse other christians, as this is my sharings of my thoughts and my own explanations to what I gained from converting.)

And, next time if a Christian eagerly ask you to convert, please think it this way, he/she loves you so much that she wants you to be together in Heaven than hell.

Just that maybe the methods applied is wrong =)

So forgive him/her.

Religion almost become a reason I lose a relationship.

And I know God would not want that to happen.

In baptise class, a 33-year-old uncle attended.

And when teacher asked him why he wanted to baptise during first lesson, he smiled, couldn't find an answer, he said, my wife is a christian long time ago.

Hard for a non-believer who just converted to easily, confidently stated BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN GOD.

But from his answer, and the bible that seems to be used very very frequently, I believed, his wife had done a great job and be patient for him.

I do not know when he will baptise, but I know he believed.

So, I would not want the seed to die before I tried to plant it.

If patience is what it takes, God has patiently waited me for 15 years.

What could I do if I badly reject the one that wanted, but don't know how and not having supportive friends around him, only me?

If really something bad between a couple happens, God shouldn't always be the reason to end up a relationship.

God wouldn't want it.

Think about it, if really one day, we walk so far but come to an end, it might be attitude, behaviour, time, distance, or other reasons, but not Him.

Then, sis and I went for lunch at Ban Mian (Straight noodles) near Jalan Song.

Not recommended.

For me, it tastes tasteless.

>.<

Then, we headed for free facial condition checkup and followed by facial treatment just to let us try their products.

Artistry.

Absolutely recommended.

Highly-ranked in the market for its good quality.

Of course, quite expensive too.

But, it's worth it.

I do not afford the cost now, so will surely buy this in the future.

And, Artistry Intensive Care.

This facial cream is specially-designated for elderly with wrinkles and loose skin.

It claimed that you will experience the difference in just 8 minutes.

And it's very true.

Not suitable for my age, but mum might love to have it =)

*collect money*

Sis

Me.

It was great to be treated like a rich lady, have people massage and clean the face for me.

Wootx~

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Worship in KMNS

2011-07-20T00:07:00.000-07:00

Worship session during Christian Fellowship back in KMNS~ =)

Enjoy~

I love this bunch of friends.

-Mogu-

Sunday service

2011-07-19T23:28:00.000-07:00

Took this during Sunday service.

I love the choir of our church... Soothing song that comfort my heart so much!!

Enjoy~ =)

-Mogu-

属会聚会

2011-07-19T00:01:00.000-07:00

It was the first time attending gathering for our housing area, organised by the member from my church.

This time, we had a great dinner in this big big house....

Next time, if possible, would secretly captured the great design of it.

Then, we proceeded with the practice, for the performance on 30/7.

It's called 属会之夜。Like competition in groups for each housing area.

It would be so much fun.

Well, as a newcomer there, people welcomed me with their friendly smile.

Not to mention, they're mostly adults.

Even the elderly took part in this performance.

It's fun and warm to praise the Lord with different age of people.

Despite the generation gap, in God, we're one family.

Luckily, I've my primary school mates accompanied me.

And, oh ya!

Mei Zhu, sis's friend's sister.

She's attending UM for early education this coming September too!!

Congrates for her~

Camwhoring while waiting for mum to fuel up the car engine.

This is how my desktop look like.

Very compact.

I lost my celcom line for 1 day.

Exceeding the limit or something, which in a conclusion, I COULD NOT ONLINE FOR 1 DAY.

And, yeah, it's killing me for too bored at home. =(

Phew~ Luckily, everything's paid now.

Can blog, can fb, and....well, actually I did not do much with internet too.

But, without, I could do nothing more.

Finally, photo shoot with S2.

Too bright for the flash light.

I got trouble using the application.

I did not know how to receive MMS.

This is so pathetic.

I would love to drive to Samsung headquarter and had a counsellor teaching me all these.

Plus, the shopkeeper said I could insert my broadband SIMcard into the phone and use as hotspot, other device could connect the internet using my line...

Yet, I did not know how to use the internet for my own usage!

Funny!!

Haha!

Not at all.

Desperately want to get all these silly stuff done.

Electronic devices are not my strong point.

Killing me.... Argh~

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Library dinner 16/7/2011

2011-07-17T04:03:00.000-07:00

I excitedly requested to join library dinner for the last time with my buddies!!

So, here I am...

Love this look.

Not much make up, except the lipstick and BB cream for the pimple at my cheek.

Hair perm done by my mum as we had the device quite a number of years ago.

Dress, second sis.

Heels, second sis.

Necklace, which I took off later cos quite itchy, ELDEST SIS.

Thus, conclusion, none of the thing is mine!! =)

Oh yea... Hairband, which will be obvious in the photo below, second sis.

Thanks for all the sponsors! ^^

One last shoot before the dinner.

Still, I think without the necklace, overall looks nice too =)

even better, i insisted.

So, there I was.

In Lok Thian, actually i'm not sure whether it's under Lok Thian's restaurant or an independent Thai food restaurant.

However, I strongly recommended this restro for the awesome food served.

The committee had a good taste in choosing the delicacies =)

This photo was taken during lucky draw...

Having no luck that night, we practically enjoyed ourselves posing for the photographer...hahaXD

It's fun to be crazy just like this once in awhile...

Not bad stuff, but just enjoying ourselves to be wild (though not so as it seems)

Outfit photo with not so high heels.

The Form 6s' and wanna-be. It was so fun..

Realised many group photos will have this type of pose.

like:

"Look!!"

That type of feelings...

Then, I figured out.

Does it mean, CHASING DREAMS TOGETHER~

Is that so? Is that so???

Woo~ That would be quite sweet if it is... =)

I love my high school friends so much.

Primary school friends, we play and have fun, but if we skip high school, not contacting each other, it would be awkward to communicate i think.

The feelings of childhood's so hard to catch up.

But high school would be a memorable one.

Cos, we're at the transforming stage.

We acted crazy, we cried, we played like kids, we remained like adult.

And, years later, when we're gathered back, it's easier to be crazy again, and this is the group of friends who could really joke with, cos we've known each other for a long long year...and high school is just so so much fun!

University would be the years, people expecting us to be matured, lecturers want us to be calm.

Studies forced us to be independent and confident.

Friends, we played, but not in as crazy as how when we can during young times.

Pre-adult stage is just so hard to step over when my heart still wanted to be teenagers whereby noone would blame you if you're not up to that level.

So, I knew, this is the night to be crazy.

When the three brothers:Bob, Bryan and Ben danced, I practically enjoying myself, shaking together with them.

Of course, with my partner, Ah Ching at the side there, as standing in the middle will block the young juniors' views on how hard their seniors had to entertain them =P

Cute performance!!

They waken everyone.

Basically, towards the end, people were busy taking photos, some started to ask, "When are you going home? I want to inform my parents." Then, some will go toilets, some day-dreaming.

Out of a sudden, the mic was taken over, the song was played, and everyone's eyes went O.O

Always one!! =)

Always together~

I hope.

The popular session, Prom Queen and King.

Well, the pride goes to Bob!! (Prom King)

And, Miss Betty!! (Prom Queen)

It's majority vote.

I personally think that there's a special effect there ^.^

The black black group...

Whole gang wore black that night.

I blend in well with my black outfit too =)

Fianlly, the sisters..

Now, without Nikki and Lilynda.

But don't worry, we'll always keep a place for u two.

Neh~ Beside me and michelle...

Chun chun can fill in the space XD

*************************************************************

The next day, I followed my parents to visit my grandmother's twin, Yi Po.

This is basically how my hair looks after one night.

Love this curl best.

More to wavy hair look.

Photo taken with my new Samsung Galaxy S2.

Second camera used, 2MP for self shot.

This is the photo of Yi Po and my lovely grandmother.

Looked alike, don't they?

That was taken when they're still active and young.

Grandma had left for a few years.

Yi Po sure miss her alot.

Now, YiPo is on wheelchair, but still have great vision and hearing sense.

93 years old, I wondered how old can I live?

She's so cute.

Her water= 7 up.

Still healthy =)

Just cannot support herself dy.

Dad loves to visit her, just like remembering his own mother.

Photo taken by mum.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Samsung galaxy s2

2011-07-15T09:36:00.000-07:00

Today so happy!!

Finally for my Samsung Galaxy S2 =)

Pink flip-casing.

Love it!

Still not so used to the phone, but feel so good to hold it in hand!! ^.^

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Wish the "k" can change to "S" (UKM)

2011-07-15T00:40:00.000-07:00

I missed you all.

I miss you all.

Hear me?

So, UPU results' out.

All the girls going to UKM except me, in USM.

Nothing to grumble about as it's always what I wanted.

But, seeing them together..Study together...

I just miss them so much.

I want to continue college life, with friends whom I've known for long.

Accompany me going through so many hard time.

Being with someone whom I can rely on.

Someone whom I do not need to talk much, but we know the right moment to say something.

Girls talk at night.

Sweet moments when we're together~

This is meikee.

My daughter.

Nice~ =)

She's such a sweet girl.

Trust me.. If you keep on shooting her photos even when she's talking, there's hardly ugly photos of her. hardly means, one out of hundreds.

She has the way of smiling while talking, which makes her just so sweet. =)

Qianni, the fashion show queen ^.^

First met her, I thought she's a mixed.

Then, we went through a lot of stuff together.

Would have miss you a lot too.

Remember how close we're during orientation week.

^.^

Then, often have meals together...

How well you sing.

Your voice's really great!

Amy, the super duper cute one lo.

Very matured and clear in what she wanna do.

Always very calm, or maybe show that she's calm but she's actually not tat calm.

Haha...what am I crapping.

But, she's the one that's so good and nice to seek advice for.

Finally, my block mate, my classmate and my soulmate(o.O)?

Wrong term >.<

She's the one who pushed me to class everyday when I'm in need.

When I cant study, she's the one that motivate me with all the trips coming soon.

She's the one who always accompany me.

When she's late, she's the one whom I have to shout her name from downstairs.

When I'm late, she's the one that blur blur come to my room to wake me up, then look into the big mirror while waiting for me.

Carmen.

They're the ones whom I wanna always be with.

In a group, I'm not afraid of anything.

Throughout the year, we've done many scary things together.

Remember late night in astaka waiting for moon?

Remember being scolded for staying late at canteen?

Amy, qianni, remember how we run from block to block to hide at the poles in canteen just to say happy birthday to Carmen, while she's busily talking to Meikee, yet we didn't succeed?

Tiring one. >.<

Remember how tired you all are pushing me up the hill to Cafe B? Somemore I suggested to eat in Cafe C for the chicken rice...

Remember the movie night we watched "Couples retreat", extremely stupid one?

Remember how we always plan a trip?

Owh~ I miss you all.

And, do miss me.

Come visit me... As it will be easier for me to visit you all.

But sometimes, feelings's gonna change with time passing by so fast.

We might not have to topics after years later.

We might not have the feelings to gather as we all have our friends dy.

But, I do adore the time we've gone through together.

Many many first time.

Signed off.

-Mogu-

Form6 life's awesome too.

2011-07-12T03:10:00.000-07:00

Ida briefing

Again, I went back to school yesterday....

With two aims, 1, meet Mr.Ang, my previous favourite Add Maths teacher.

2, Have lunch with friends.

Not to be too discouraged, I completed one of it.

Still, I didn't have the chance to even have a glance on Mr. Ang.

I imagine, he shall be with less hair.

He shall be happier cos almost retired.

He shall be fatter cos he loves to eat chocolate.

But, I want to see him with my own eyes.

*sigh*

Recess, I met up with my usual friends in their class, running from Science 1 to Science 3, back and forth.

Not to my expectation, I met Ida there~~ =)

I was so happy to see her, especially the way she dress up. Impressed. Love how the red goes well on her.

So, there was a debate competition going on in the school hall, and Ida was invited to be one of the judges. (being National Debate Champion) *promote*

Knew that she studied law, looking forward to her successful career in the future...

Charismatic.

Half way watching the debate, these three walked into the hall, giving me a surprise.

Didn't know that Chon Fan would be there.

Melissa's still pretty as usual.

Fairer with the hair goes brighter.

Hanging around the school, everyone realised how young teenagers looked at us in a weird way, as if we're from other planet.

Kept turning their head to have another glance whenever walked passed us.

Finally, we sat down in the canteen, waiting for the 6th Formers to finish their class.

Meanwhile, we met a few previous teachers.

Pn. Chong who didn't remember my face, pointing on my face saying," I cant remember your name. But, I know you."

HahaXD

Bet I didn't do something significant in her class previously.

Then, there're Mdm. Maria, our former English teacher.

She spent 4 cans of drinks on us.

Paiseh~

As caring as always.

Eventually, the bell rang.

We went to Lao Lee Cafe (just opposite our school) for lunch.

Miss the time we spent here before Chinese extra class.

Cute Bob and ahem~ Wan joo.

You got what I mean??

Heez >.<

Michelle and Val~

Jiajia~

There's Hui Ching not captured.

Too shy, hiding here and there.

Then, we went back for library duty.

I used to be a librarian for 5 years.

Ex-committee.

This year, Jia's the PRESIDENT *proud* ...

All the remaining members of 8 sisters' librarians, so everyone would be attending library dinner which is going to be hold on this coming Saturday.

Thick face, I requested for permission to attend with them.

Thinking all sorts of reasons and titles to get into the dinner as this will be the very very last dinner, so complete with my buddies all together, and with the school.

Somemore, nice food to eat!! XD

Luckily, teacher was open-minded enough to let me in.

With condition, a special speech.

Hope she forgot this.

So happy with this....

Going to be in a dinner after 2 years not attending one.

Owh~

Tell me how it feels like to get dress up super formally and all.

Yay!!

Didn't plan to be too over on make up and hairdo.

Afterall, it was supposed not to be my stand there.

Just hope to enjoy it.

Photos~

Alvin, *****( idk who), and Yap!

Calling me Dr. Tian, cracking my head with Biology knowledge which I've forgotten long long ago after my last step from KMNS.

Thanks to Campbell, the book saved me.

Xing Yin, one of my buddies in 8 sis.

Kim Kee.

Too shy i perhaps?

She was with me during JPA interview.

Very pretty in person.

Real pretty!! =)

That's Jiajia.

It was a day to train the new librarians.

"No camera allowed~"

HahaXD

I caught you that, Jia~

The feeling was right...

Duty~

Wrapping books~

And wrapping books~

And wrapping books.

Owh~

Arranging books too.

Love that part.

When you arrange a series of books according to their number of edition.

Everything looks so great with similar colour and title and font in whole row of the rack.

Synchronize.

I did my duty too.

Wrap the books.

Then, chit-chatting at the other room. =)

That's how fun library duty became when you're in Form6, you're the eldest.

Looking forward to library dinner at Lok Thian.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Wee~ chyn!! =)

2011-07-10T09:11:00.000-07:00

It was a pretty Sunday...

Praise the Lord!

Hallelujah~

The dress that I said can wore two ways...

Sis's pretty legs~

Funny stuff we did at home...

Kingkong version of me...=')

>.<

Night time, I attended a dinner with Wee Chyn and others...

This dinner was arranged to fit in Wee Chyn's hectic schedule, heez>.<

Everything turned out quite well...

Dinner taken at Good Times Cafe...

Friend recommended it for the low price rate among the Western restaurants.

Indeed.

Simple interior design.

The Girls: Siao Hong, Wee Chyn, Jiajia, Valerie, Michelle and me...

My fruit salad...

Chicken Chop!! =)

The only guy--Gavin

Michelle

Val~

Jiajia~

Wee Chyn

Hong Zai

The end of the day.

Too tired for words~ Hope u all enjoy!!

Nightnight ^.^

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Christians never have retirement, until we die.

2011-07-09T07:59:00.000-07:00

Well, it was yesterday.

My sis and I followed mum out for some necessities.

I purposely wore the same as her.

Same type of dress, love this dress, it can be worn other way too. (I will wear it to church tomorrow.)

Slippers, not so good on this one. Dont like wearing slippers when I need to walk long due to some personal reason.

Yea, that was me, smiling a little too broad, I would say.

Photo taken by mum.

In Boulevard where they had this exhibition of house models.

There were not much to say about yesterday.

Expecting a day out with friends, but before long, just being noticed that he will leave today.

So soon that we hadn't meet up yet.

**********************************************************************

Then, it comes to Saturday!!

As usual, I was up late.

Tonight, we're meeting Pastor Ronny from Australia in Jin Guang Tang.

camwhoring with webcam.

Love God for giving him the mercy to be a pastor.

He let go his wealth in Australia, came to Indonesia starting zero.

8 years back, he reached the land with nothing on it.

Now, 8 years later, he returned to Kuching for talk, he had succeeded in building 40+ buildings on the land which now called Living Water Village.

He had 450 adopted children under his name.
All these, praise to Lord~

I deeply thank Lord for giving Pastor Ronny such big faith.

He was rich back then in Australia.

Real rich.

But, when he received the call from God, he's willing to respond to it.

Nowadays, many people aren't willing to let go what they have had.

Life is too easy for them that the more they gained, the more they're away from God.

Not long later, without realising, they do not have strong bond with God anymore.

Aren't what we have now, is given by our Lord?

So, why want to hold onto this virtual objects when God's love is so deep inside us?

Share some of Pastor Ronny's messages:

Jesus sacrificed His life to save ours. Nowadays, we always put many other stuffs in front of Him.

Have you ever think, when God sacrificed His One and Only Son to die for us, did Jesus refused?

Today, we use a lot of time to complete the stuff we wanted for ourselves, but give only spare time to God.

We're all so mean in being busy when it comes to God's command.

Christians are tools for God.

God gives us this great love that no other could give.

Who else can die and save others' lives?

He did. Jesus.

So, spread the love to the others.

Don't be selfish.

Let the others who haven't heard the gospels be touched by Holy Spirits.

By the time, angels and God will cherish for there's another lost sheep, returned to Heaven.

There's no retirement for Christians, our retirement comes on the day we returned to Heaven.

Till then, we will shout with joy for we're with our Holy Creator forever, we shall enjoy what's prepared greatly for us in the merry land.

Till then, we shall sleep with peace and live with happiness for we've completed our job on earth, returning to Him with glory.

So, are you ready to go to Heaven?

Have you completed the task that God wants you to do?

(some added with my own feelings after hearing the messages by myself)

Pastor Ronny and the translator.

Clothing for the night.

Love this shirt.

Cute!

Filled so contented with much love received from God today.

Dear God,

please bless the children in Indonesia with good health and food to eat.

Please grant them intelligence and happiness and live with your commandments that they shall obey.

In fact, I humbly hope that Lord, please bless me the same way too.

For sometimes, when I was too comfortable, I will forget the pain.

Please always remind me on how Jesus died for me and let me be Your useful tool to spread the gospel and Your wisdom.

Grant me the intelligence to glorify Your Name, always.

And, dear Lord, please bless Oei Chee Yuan the same too.

Thanks Lord.

Lord, please lead us to those You knew that we could complete our tasks without fear.

Please empower us to complete the mission.

Please let us be the tools to bring the lost sheep of Yours back to You.

Please cleanse us for our sins.

We know that You have plans for us separately.

Please use us fully for Your work.

Greatest thanks to our Holy Father in Heaven.

In Jesus Name I prayed.

Amen.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Noobies vs. Puccas

2011-07-08T03:49:00.000-07:00

Hi all, my name is Ahpiao.

This is a story told by Mogu.

On behalf of her, as she's currently having pimples,(the spots as usual, but she keeps on moaning over them), she doesnt feel like having a picture here, I would tell the story now.

-Start-

Once upon a time, there was a town, named Huanxi Cheng(Happy town).

It was said to have the best flowers and people who happened to own the place, had an extraordinary crystal which brings along happiness. Livelong happiness.

Many had wanted to own this town, but the people were strong.

They protected their land with the power which others believed to be inherited from the crystal.

Thus, gain the crystal, for omnipotent strenth.

Throughout the years, this pair of Qiling had played their roles in scaring the foreigners away.

Most of the villagers were the aged.

Youngsters were out, seeking for job opportunities, except the Six Puccas.

They were the warriors from the ancient.

Their ancestors were destined to protect the land, never handle it to others.

Although they had all the curiosity, they were faithful to the people.

Years and years had passed by, the people were living happily (as the mitos said) with no worries of flood, drought, earthquakes or any other natural disasters.

However, one day, there came a group of outsiders who happened to be unfriendly, with their wicked plan in mind.

A team of football player from Xinxilan ( New Zealand) by the name "Nooby", arrived at the land.

They were mesmerised by the beauty of the surroundings, and wanted to take over the kingdom of Yang Fairy(The Fairy In-charge).

At first, they're petrified by the horrible look of Qiling.

But, of course, people who're brave to take their step near the town, wouldn't be someone ordinary.

Never back off, they insisted in giving a hard try.

As The Nooby were busy planning, their intention were overheard by Pucca twins, Serene and Irene.

Serene, the clever little girl, was shocked yet excited by the little activity that will give the town a little spice on it.

Irene, on the other side, was too afraid that she did not know what to do.

Light-heartedly, she almost fainted on the spot.

Not to waste anytime, they quickly ran into the town to tell the villagers the evil Nooby were coming.

After much consideration, Nooby entered the town.

Upon the news, the whole village were thundered by the situation told.

They encountered the Nooby.

Never into this type of scenario, both parties did not know what to do.

Both did not want to have a war with blood and bones over, disrupting the beauty of Huanxi Cheng.

Nooby thinking~

Villagers figuring~

Serene was left out.

She, who happened to be the smartest among others, yet noone knows that she's the smart one.

Alone, she tried to save the village from foreigners' occupation.

With a blink of eye, she knew exactly what she should do.

But before she could tell the others her plan, she realised that she would need a strong back, hence, she went to Yang Fairy's castle.

She told the beautiful fairy of the whole condition and her plan.

The fairy, withal, told Serene to have faith in God.

The spiritual habit that their ancestors had been practising throughout the years.

Towards God.

Serene understood.

She begged for the fairy to back her up, so that she could also save the land.

For she believed, with faith, we should also have action to get things settled.

God will guide them.

Eventually, Yang Fairy agreed.

Thus, Serene courageously told the villagers her big plan.

To hold a Sumo competition.

The competition was played with rules:

1. No rules are to be obeyed.

2. People who succeeded in pushing the opponents back behind their line, the team is considered the winner.

3. If Nooby won, the villagers will have to surrender their land and leave the place forever.

4. If Puccas won, the Nooby will have to leave their land and promised to protect the land from other enemies.

Reporters from the New Zealand came over to capture the historical moments.

The Nooby team.(always with their football.)

The Puccas. (energetic). Excluded: Serene who played the role as judge and....

Irene who was too afraid to fight.

And, Mike, who took photo from the villagers angle. (Remember him, he will appear in the next story coming out. Stay tune!)

The large crowd arrived to support the Puccas.

A nice battle was about to begin.

Every person had their own opponents.

As the whistle blew, the fight started.

At the beginning, the Nooby virtually kicked the Puccas butts back.

The spirits were high on the other side.

Not long later, the Puccas were on the winning line.

When one fell down,

it was easy to announce the winner then! =)

Puccas won!!

Yang Fairy was delighted too.

The whole village thanked Serene for her cagy trick.

At last, the villagers succeeded in defending their land.

This is team spirit.

Last but not least, not to forget Serene d' Pucca.

Beyond that, praise the Lord for His guidance and Aiyaya for Serene's faith in Him.

-THE END-

Signed off,

-Mogu-

My story, My dream.

2011-07-07T04:47:00.000-07:00

I was too free, so I came up with this story, more to dream of mine.

The story line gave the basic of what I've always dreamed of for the future...

It's this simple, yet contented.

Just simple, happy family.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

I dreamed for...

2011-07-06T12:15:00.000-07:00

Hard to believe, in 5 years time, someone would consult me for their health condition.

I would need to carry out surgery..

I would work no day no night...

I would save a life.

I believe,

I would do all these with grateful heart.

People do not believe in myself, so do I.

But You believe in me.

You gave me what many dreamed for...

Praise the Lord~

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Dead knot

2011-07-06T06:35:00.000-07:00

Achak>.<

I was out for "Transformer 3" this morning with Jiajia, Val and their Form 6 classmates...

At first I thought that it would be awkward, but it turned out quite ok...

I enjoyed myself for the whole movie...

Having my hand, uncontrollably, pointing here and there shaking, due to the worrying scene... Super nervous for the Autobot.

I was not keen on robotic stuff...

This would be my top ranked animated movie...

For me, it caught my taste more than "Avatar" did....

Wore the cardigan by eldest sis from Nichii..

Felt so great in it...covered up my fatty arms...heez=P

Suddenly realised, the new bag goes well with every single piece that i wore out.

Nice taste, credited to him too.

Clumsily, I forgot to stuff in the camera after checking it's battery, left, on bed.

Yellowish photos as products of my handphone under the mall's lightings.

Apparently, everyone will agree to the caption in the picture.

But, forgive me to say this, the guy's just too tall...

Funny.

Know how i manage to get this photo captured?

Me: Val, help me take a photo with the tall guy...=)

Val: Aiti...so tall... ok ok...

(silently walking over, the guy busy talking and as i was approaching, I was walking in slow motion so that not so shaky... lazying around, looking on the floor...)

Me: *sheepishly looked back, got the "OK" signal from Val*

Split.

This's another party glasses of mine...Brown in colour.

It gave the nerdy look more than the pink one...

Seem quite normal a glasses would be.

Buy it. Wear it. Love it.

I found this chocolate in Tai Kiong.

Someone happened to give this to me, back from Singapore trip last year...

Eventually, there were ants inside after my first bite.

Miss the good taste. Sweet. Love.

Thanks for the precious KISSES you gave.

Just to tell you, I have it here.too!!

Shop for some snacks to be brought into the cineplex.

Beef Noodle Special which costs me RM7.

Overall, okay when you're hungry.

I can hardly judged the good and bad of the food.

But this one here, under many friends' good recommendation, I tried it.

I remembered trying it years back during our early gathering when I was still a Form 5 if i'm not wrong.

It surely worsen after 2 years...=(

The meat some how, the hairy hairy one(Jia said so), I prefer to name it, the spiky spiky one....

Tastes bad.

Nice soup and noodle.

Only noodle and soup.

Probably, next time we can try like:

I want beef noodle SPECIAL without the meat, just noodle and soup.

Try.

Once, there was you who tied a ribbon for me.

Easy to take off.

Now, I had a dead knot on it...

Took me minutes to split the two long long thing there.

When you can still laugh, you can still feel the awesome.

New design for my blog.

Love the pictures up there and also bottom...

Will update more frequently now..

Condition: I have something new to shoot.

Have I said I love God?

I do.

^.^

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Leonie, please help her...

2011-07-04T09:31:00.000-07:00

Dancing Paper Cranes---- Leonie

I do not know how much I could help, but I know, as long as there're people who read this, they would know about her...

It's this little that I could help now...

Anyone who happens to be reading this, please spread it in your blog, even just by posting her blog link, just this short one line, would do much favour...

You might just help to collect a few cents by doing so....

Thanks...

I prayed to God for curing the one that begged for your love...

I praise Lord for You're mighty, one and only....

Please answer to Leonie's pray....

Please give her strength and love...

Amen.

-Mogu-

Fat, short fatty

2011-07-03T10:18:00.000-07:00

There's always a reason for a certain sayings....

I claimed that my size is a little big, because deep down in my heart, I wished I could convince myself for being a little chubby, but not fat...

Till I met up with him---Gavin Fong!!

You're so, way too much, slimmer than me...

Comparing your previous look, which I used to call fishball, and now, look at you...

I wonder what's so bad in university that had got you so extreme here.

HahaXD

In other words, what's so good in my matriculation college that had got me so fat here...

Increment of 6kg was not kidding, it's a serious crisis!!

It's easy to be fat, but it's so much tougher to be slim again...

(though I was not slim before, but, but, at least looks so.)

Thus, we had a gathering yesterday for breakfast at Ipoh Town, near Jalan Song.

I went there straight after church morning service.

I felt excited over the moments to meet up, chit-chat and also gossip with friends.

Then, my buddies arrived one by one in turns...

There were 7 of us: Gavin, Alvin, Siao Hong, Michelle, Hui Ching, Jiajia and me!!

A long breakfast, with great food and toast that I believed to be imported from overseas

('cause they took me around 1 hour to finally have a bite on them)

*sarcasm*

Hui Ching and Jiajia, who're so slim too...

Hui Ching obviously gets slimmer since the last time i saw her...

nice shirt and shorts... simplicity that I love.

It feels so much the same when talking to you all...

The feeling of still being a form 5.

Laughters that meant to be lame yet funny in a strange way.

Michelle and Hong zai...

Hong zai, your hair, obviously, is getting brighter and brighter..

Just like my Momo, changing fur... Heez>.<

Still super yeng zai tho....

And, there he is, Gavin and Alvin.

He's obviously having slim arms and fit in shape.

How I envy him...

Asking about the secret of being so slim, as usual, he can be so annoying...

Make me feel so awful eating so much...

Know what's worse?

I still have a strong desire to eat a lot of nice food even though I'm fatter than before...

Looking forward for August to arrive whereby Kuching Fest is held, friends are visiting, two good excuses for me to lose control over the temptation... =)

Wedges which all shared.

Half-boiled eggs which he likes so much...

I have this special interest in having half-boiled eggs with toast, barely resisting the influence he has on me.

He used to be the one who flavor the eggs with pepper and soy sauce to the right taste before handed over to me...

This time, I did it myself...

I overpoured the soy sauce...

It tasted way too salty than you can imagine =(

Ahma's laksa

Loh Mai Kai. I personally recommend loh mai kai from Kim Bay.

We arrived earlier by half an hour, changing the seats due to leakage of the pipes above us...

Always consider Toast Bar prior to Ipoh Town next time for they have the best toasts....

And I believe you would enjoy the coziness there...

Ipoh Town is so crowded with customers and has no place for a large group of people.

Long Jeans top lace-pleated tube...

Bottom: You can't see, but I matched it with grey leggings.

I favoured long tops and tight bottom or shorts nowadays...

They make me looks taller in person... =)

My sis actually bought this hairband from KL..

There're two of them...

Another with pocca dots design.

I bet she has no chance to wear them, unless to some tourism spots or for photo-shooting session.

*salute* again.

This is my dearest Momo.

She loves to sniff our legs and hands and hair and....arh~ all sort of stuff...

Probably wouldnt want me to introduce her this way, but Momo, you did these to me....

So, fair!! =P

Photo taken in the living room...

See how dare she is??

Entering the living room and watched tv show with dad and mum...

I know they love her so much!!

Oukhoukh~ *bark*

A bit overdressed for Fellowship in church.

The end for this post.

I was waiting for calls from friends to hang out.

Planned to visit school today but then, yea, I overslept...

So sorry for those who waited. (waseh~ sounds like so popular.....=.=)

Considering tomorrow.... Till then.

Signed off,

-Mogu-

Simple, love and joy (SHOPPING)

2011-06-30T02:48:00.000-07:00

Finally, I'm back from my kl trip...To sum things up, it's awesome!!

I met the one I wished to meet >.<

And lotsa shopping done with sis.....

Even though the money I brought wasnt enough to pay everything, I enjoyed myself to the fullest.... =)

It was fun....In addition to that, my closet has no more space for my newly-bought dresses.... Sad sad....

It has been 3 days arranging my clothes in my closets.....3 closets to be real.....

Guess what I've done to the dresses and shorts? I placed them in luggages.....Haha....

Love it..... Though I dont know what's so good about it yet, but thinking about how special they were being placed now, and how hard i need to zip the luggages to ensure no lizards crawling inside it, contaminating my clothes, it's just specially-joyful.....

Maybe because i get to choose more clothes and mix-match among them....

Ever think of seeling away my clothes as second-hand clothes, but dont know how to start with....

Hope to get good news from my friends....

Now, picture speaks:

*The pictures goes from newest to older....Chronological problem.

The last day, in airport, last picture of the trip with you.... =)

We happened to watch the entertainment that Airasia planned for the passengers, accompanying them while bored...

Nice costume though....

I guess that day's theme should be... "cosplay"?? hahaXD

Again, you look great like this~ =) *told you!*

Night, sis shopped for her handbag and necklace, both of us went into a children's playing area and started to take photos....

Like only a kids can.

Both in little garden located in Jonker street.

New clothes bought in ROMP.

He looks good in polo tee.

And white pants....from... DEES.

We planned to go to Taragon for it's our first high-classed lunch together in Melaka during back in first trip.

Unluckily, It was closed due to certain renovation done outside the restaurant.

Yet, thanks to that, we found a classical shop, selling nice breakfast...

It's very classical... Antique look.

Love the sandwishes.

It was different from others...

Typical American sandwich.

The pasta doesnt receive good recommendation though...

Sis said it was tasteless...

He and I feel okay.

Okay, I have serious problem with height...

At first I thought that I can endure this... Pirate Ship.

Then, by the time I realised I was wrong, I was sitting in the ship, swinging back and fro, higher and higher...

There were only 6 people in the ship, two of us and 4 kids....

They were laughing happily, in contrast, I was CRYING...

At first he thought that I was pretending, I think he realised I was shaking...

It was only then he know I AM REALLY CRYING LIKE A BABY...

LOUD AND TREMENDOUS!

I remembered the kids--around 7 years old, comforting me "Janganlah nangis~"

And then continued laughing...

At that moment, how I wish, for once, I paid for rm10, you just swing once or twice then let me down...

Trust me, it was a long time up there....

Arh~

Went for Merry-go-round too...

"Mary, go around" =.=

The operator forgot that we were still in the cabin.

Same passenger who sat with us in the other cabin, some left on the second round, some left on the third...

New passengers kept coming in, but we were still enjoying ourselves...

We kept quiet...

Till, finally, I could not stand the boredom and nervousness being so high up, I signaled the lady. Waving, waving, she was quite shocked to see us still in there too...

So, yea, we paid the same price, but we enjoyed more than others... Sum up, 5 rounds.

Long walk along the river...

Sweet memories on jonker night walk.

It felt just like our first trip with Carmen, Amy, Qianni and others.

Squeezed in the crowd....

Exploring funny stuff....

Finding nice food...

His favourite... O-jian. (Fried oyster)

Brought back our memories...

We visited here very frequently, like once in half a year...

Phew~ I did not realise the bench was made by polystyrene...

I sat on it, and luckily, it didnt collapse, or else, others might think that I'm a fatty, fat fat fatty.

The fire distinguisher ruined the picture =.=

We were so bored while sis doing her shopping, so we walked around the mall and saw this cute decorations on spot...

Took a series of funny pictures...

Still, I think he looks great with this fisherman hat.

We reached Melaka quite late, so not much to talk about, spent our time packing stuff...

Next day, we went for Jonker Walk as usual...

This is the best part of the trip for him...

Personally I think that he endure walking in market more than shopping in an air-conditioned mall...

It was hot that day....

We had a small quarrel...

But then we got over it and happily, we entered Daiso, whereby we can get every stuff on rm5.

We bought a hat, camera stand, some electronic devices, of course small devices that seems to withstand longer....

We're so satisfied with it...

Ohya!! I forgot to mentioned about the pants earlier.

He had always wanted this type of pants...

But previously, we couldnt find one with lower price...

This one is okay... Very pretty too...

It looks young on him....

Perhaps, I should say, he looks young on it... >.<

Last minute shopping at Times Square...

He spoilt my bag, I did not mind on that...

But he insisted on buying a new one so that it's safer and he claimed that my previous bag quite small..

so, I myself wanted a bigger one too...

so, there I am with my new white bag....

It's pretty and convenient in usage, many compartments in it......

I pity him... He was so sleepy after the long walk...

Still, he accompanied me in whatever I wanted to do....

It was a long day for us....

Meanwhile, sis was enjoying herself at a stall...

Neh, the type of stall that uses a wire to twist out your name, piano, motorcycle, guitar and others, as a keychain....

She was so keen on that....

Paid for 4 before we met her.... Owh~ *salute*

Wearing the newly-bought party glasses.

Was praised by a tourist when he walked passed me during dinner at Bukit Bintang....

"Nice glasses!" =) I was delighted!! ^^

And very satisfied with this Hello Kitty shirt....

It makes me look so slim in picture... In person too...

Went back to the shop for similar one...

But then feel so reluctant to buy the same design, with different colour...

Thus, I searched online for similar pattern, I found some cheap online shopping dealers that could still give discount if I buy more, so I chose 3 out of many, hopefully I will get the stock on Tuesday!! =)

The last day in KL...

We went for a night shot, walking from Bintang walk to Pavillion.

Many nice photos taken on this day... I'm so satisfied!!

Oh yea!! We managed to watch an open air tiger show outside a launge....

He looks somehow like an Italian to me....

No naked, so it was acceptably entertaining....

But cant stand the noisiness of the crowd, so we stood there for awhile and then left.

A clay-made necklace, present from him which is quite expensive for me...

I love it though....

How thoughtful of him, knowing I couldn't wear necklace containing nickel in it, like gold, impure silver and others....

Accepted ones would be clothes and rubber.

The doll is an angel...

I really love it!! =)

This is another day in 1utama...

Met a good taxi uncle who charged us quite cheap, his style reminded me of Uncle Chia, back in Matriculation College Negeri Sembilan.

Purposely wore blue together....

We were having good time there too....

It's big, and.....tired walking around....

Sidetrack, noted his blue shirt??

I bought it....From F.O.S..

I realised F.O.S. is my favourite shop for his clothes and pants...

I actually enjoyed shopping for his stuff...

Not because of who he is....

Merely cos I love to shop for others, seeing they look nice on the clothes I chose...

Feels great!!

Btw, ROMP is also great for guys tops and bottoms with reasonably acceptable price....

A tourist asked him to take photos of them.... It's a dslr!!

It nice to feel and pretty to use....

Aww....

How much we wanted to own one...

But considering the price, and safety of it whereby we will bring it into uni, without good locker and all, still living in hostel for first year, guess we could start saving the money first....

Had a feel on D7000, feel like getting it as my first dslr...

RM4998 in Times Square....

Way to go, Jocelynn~

After skating and shopping, we went for dinner with my beloved friends, Maevin and MingRui.... They're currently working as Credit card Advisor...

Imagine how they started to persuade sis in applying CIMB credit card?

Haha....Luckily they didn't do it much, just as a joke.... cute friends, they are....

They're coming over to Kuching on August!! I'm so excited....

After last visit by my CF friends, now, I wanted to plan another new schedule for them, 4 days, packed one buddy!!

p^.^q Yoohoo~

Not to forget Annie and Chinling too...

This coming visit will be filled with cute, funny happenings~ *cant wait*

And him, who are willing to be shot too.... =)

Love this photo!!

Wearing the famous "One Night Stand" clothes, I bet he captured the attention of many in Sunway Pyramid mall...

Sis went for ice-skating that day....

Managed to captured nice photos of hers, but guess she won't want me to post her photos here...

Well, visit her fb for her pretty look then....

Also, I have bad legs now, so cant go for skating., in case I fall down again, that would make the trip awful after that....

Photo taken at Bukit Bintang's T-junction...

Honestly, I was so grateful that I have someone to record every moments of me in this trip...

He who always focus on me....

He who knows I love to be taken photos...

Signed off.

-Mogu-

NON-INFORMATIVE POST

2011-05-27T07:01:00.000-07:00

So, there was this great day, me and my dear cousin went for bowling..... It was my first try....not bad, as not to compared to anyone, but just a sheer beginner, it's okay...i think?

Anyway.... this was me, lazy to type a post....yet wanna keep these photos in my blog....

I uploaded these photos days ago, and saved as draft.... Now, they're found with me, forgetting what exactly I wanted to say at that time....Thus, here it is~

Lame post with no story =)

Owh~ here's my cousin.....great bowling player though he's kinda new to it too...but i remembered him "STRIKES" continuously on that game that day.... bravo to him, boo me!!

Before the game..... had teatime with cousie....=)

-Mogu-

No fringe

2011-05-18T06:44:00.000-07:00

My dog, Momo, has been so lady eversince she's grown up.... Not by purpose, she would just sit down in this hands-crossing position, always.... Sometimes think of it, it's kind of weird when a she-dog knows ethic of sitting while I'm always hunching my back....Hmm... Have to change this bad habit...

Uploaded an aggregation of photos on me and her..... She's just so adorable, isn't she?

You can easily detect this scene from these photos whereby Jocelynn apparently lost her fringe...>.<

This is not something bad like it sounds (losing hair or what), I'm currently getting annoyed over this half-half fringe, not long enough to stay behind my ears, not short enough to stay out of my view...so....here's the solution....

Well, at first I thought I could not live without my fringe...

Now, obviously, I'm still alive and still cam-whoring like crazy....

From 1 to 10, my confidence definitely increase in this speed=)
In order to maintain my fringe-less image, I've stocked in some accessories for the whole month, would be changing from time to time.... Again, ribbons would be the priority for it always bring out the young yet lady look...a.k.a. young lady style^.^
I was quite impressed with all the job done....

I'm so glad my second sister is free to accompany for the day after her work...It would be lonely if I have to stay at home all the time....

Friends have to face their semester examination, starting from this week. It's my duty to stay cool and keep them focused without interfering their concentration.

Here I am, blogging.... Fb-ing.... Boring...

There it is, results released, cheering, Thanks God~

My fb status shows this:

It's proven that relationship do not affect studies if you manage it well.

I've always told myself....

In a relationship, you have to be responsible for yourself and the other partner...

For your studies, you have to be responsible not only for yourself but God, your parents, your siblings and the other partner.

As a student, relationship should be acting as a subset for your school life....

Do not let relationship interfere your studies....

Because when you realised it later, you will regret over losing both....

As a subset, relationship can be supportive or destructive...

Losing it, you will have an non-equilibrium set. Once it's added, manage it!

Even if one day, you broke up with him or her, remember, add in other materials to fill in the spot.... Studies should always be your priority...

Couples would love to ask each other to be their priority...

I ever tried to arrange certain elements according to priority....

At first, it goes like this:

God, family, the him, friends, studies,money...

Then I realised if i love him, then he's part of the family...

So, it goes like this!

God, family and the him, friends, studies, money...

After that, family members keep on emphasising my studies, getting good results and stuff....So I know if the best thing I can give them is love, how? By cherishing their day and life with success...

With good results, I can get into good university and ended up in a hospital being a good doctor, with good salary and give them a good life just like how they rear me well...

Thus, I changed the arrangement to this:

God, studies, family and the him, friends, money....

(strange arrangement)

Do you think I would change anymore?? God is always the priority=)

And my the him understand this... Because he will happy for me if i get good result and i will happy for him too....

He wont disturb when I'm studying though I always disturb him when he's seriously studying...LOL

In a nutshell, God leads everything to its right way, leads me to the right path....

Finally, thanks God.... (4 flat for both of us)

We glorify Your Name after so much hard work...

Please let us serve Lord in the way Lord pleased^.^

-Mogu-

Cherished May, Mom I L.O.V.E U

2011-05-08T02:47:00.000-07:00

It's the day, she was declared as a Mom. Mummy, I loviu!!!=)

When I entered Matriculation, a thousands miles far away from her, from this cozy home, I realised how much I owed her apologies... My childish act, stubborn attitude and inconsiderate demands, often hurt her much.

It's only when I had to be independent, I knew that independence was never easy when I did not have her by my side.

It's only when I had to buy groceries by my own, I found out that the goods were so expensive and still, I always have wanted her to buy me my favourite snacks, chocolates and nuggets...

I seldom took photos with mummy for she said she hates photo-taking, showing her wrinkles and uneven surface of skin..... Then, I answered, " You're beautiful." I said it just a few minutes ago to her.

This is my mum, sacrifice secretly, quietly, not expecting any rewards.

Tonight, dad's going to treat us a dinner.

Did not mention the purpose, but I would treat it as a dinner for her=)
My mum was really a pretty lady and a beautiful woman in my heart. She's nice and gentle...

A nurse for 10++ years, I love her caring...Instead of being proud of me, I feel proud for having her as my biological mother....My one and only mother in this world.

Again, I love you...Thanks for loving me so much too.

I know it's kinda unfair for my siblings, but mum loves me a lot...I can see, I can feel it....

She always worried bout me...

Though I get into nerves for her mumbling and nagging, I know, IT'S ALL FOR YOUR OWN GOOD~

Happy Mother's Day.... You're the best Mom!!=)

-Mogu-

Growing mushroom

2011-05-07T01:14:00.000-07:00

Friends had paid me a visit for past few days....

Happy moment passed by real fast....

Love being in a crowd....

Dislike being alone...

This would just make me feel pity for myself...

Argh... Life has to go on now...

Growing mushroom at home...

Waiting for my dad who was busy arranging my hourly driving lessons with his friends...

Have to start anew now.... Love you, God....

-Next post will be on my friends' visit to Kuching.-

I love him more now and miss him more than I do before... Time please ticks faster...

God, please bless Your children here for we're going to receive our results soon... Please bless us with good results to glorify Your Name. In Jesus Name I prayed, Amen.

-Mogu-

Dress week

2011-04-25T03:40:00.000-07:00

Hey guys~ I feel so glad to be back to my cozy and nice home, with soft mattress and fully-filled refrigerator. Okay, my life is not all about sleeping and eating... However, these are exactly what I'm doing now...EVERYDAY!!

I have been attending church activities for 3 days continuously.... Practically, it's the only "out-of-house" activities (commonly known as outdoor activity=.="') Mentally, I'm so happy to indulge in christian work.... It filled my heart and soul with God's wisdom and love.

I past through Good Friday...

I thank God for sacrificing His One and Only Son, Jesus Christ, crucified and died for us.

It's the greatest love I've ever known.

Try to think, who will die for others' sins??

Only our God!=) I love Him!

I've been working out with my blog article for days....Press here and there, close and open....not knowing what to write.... I basically, run out of words to describe my life!! Bad thing~
Hmm.... Jump to outfit post then.... So, I've been wearing slacks and track bottoms for 1 whole year.... I promised myself, no more pants and track bottoms for outing (not even jeans), hence, here is the photo of my first day to church...A double-stripped dress. I would be wearing dress only...at least for these few weeks...Haz!!XD

Oh ya!! Had been enjoying nice food for a few days... Namely in KimBay....and...er...er... *forgot=P*
Sis and i had a haircut.... Nice curls right??? But it's jus for temporary. Okay, I've messed up with my hairstyle now... Not as nice as it looks when newly-cut....T.T
Matrics life finally noted an end in life....

Goodbye ~
Love you all.... Miss you all...

-Mogu-

Home---5days!

2011-04-15T05:15:00.000-07:00

Passed through my study week...erm, fulfilling my tasks and targets for each day.

And there comes the exam week!!

I've been working so hard, stressfully over the exam...

So far, I've done with Maths, English, Biology!!

Chemistry will be coming soon *stay tune*

OMG!!

How to describe the craziness of wanna-be-home in me now?

During our past CF(christian fellowships) meeting, we discussed on the topic "What have u learnt through Matriculation?"

Basically, matriculation, indeed is a path for me to grown up and be independent...Well not to say totally, but partially, I AM growing up (horizontally, FAT!) and being pre-independent (cos i have nice friend here to help me)....

I'm so grateful to have them...

Ranging from Amy, Carmen, Qianni, Mei Kee, Ju Enn, Maevin, Mingrui, Juin Ling, Chin Ling, the whole gang, to the guys, Weldon, Ivan, Gavin, Petra, Adrian, and others (He is always the first, so dont mention bout it anymore if you read my previous post...), I'm so thankful that I met them all.

I'm so afraid to eat alone and be alone in this college ever since I first stepped into it....

So, I made the plan to make friends with the girls during orientation week, and end up having all nice girls as my friends...=)

Despite being sad that I'm going to be apart from them now, I'm so happy that finally, after half-year trip here, I'm going back to my sweet home...

As stated in my Facebook, I will do all the useless stuff, which not contributing any part of it to my knowledge, with anticipation and full of enthusiasm...

I've excitedly planned for my friends' first visit to Kuching and hopefully, everything turns up well....*gonna blog on this very soon*

Then, I'll be hanging out with my buddies...Half year not seeing each other, I wonder how much they miss me? I miss them lots!!

I'm going to stay in home.... Growing mushroom, enjoying my life at home, with my family, before long, I have to make my move into university again....

It has been a tough journey here, having many first time, unhappy and happy ones....

Wheelchair would be the most unforgettable....

Thinking bout it, "Teacher, I can have a nice story on 'My Most Unforgettable Experience' dy..."

Looking back on the one-year-studies here.... It's hard to say that I wont miss any part of my life in matriculation...

People whom I misunderstand as bad people, turned up to be nice to me when I'm weak....

People whom I thought I wont accept, turned up to be cute in a way...

Plus, people whom I cared so much, cared for me more....

It's the way of interaction between us, that keeps me moving upwards....

It's the friendship that I have here, touched my heart and stained it deeply with love...

Thanks for everything....

Now, time to be apart, Good luck and God bless you all for whatever you're doing and whatever you're going to go through in the future...I believed, in a few years time, the friendship will still be bonded with strong ionic bond=)

As there're always ccharge that attract us together....

Arranging photos for kaesen, regarding all the photos that i've taken... I'm so impressed that I actually had taken lotsa photos throughout the year in KMNS!!

Thousands..... A few thousands...

All memories....

Old memories...

It's gonna be one of the granny talk to my grandchildren next time...

"When I was young..."

-Mogu-

面粉。水

2011-04-06T09:59:00.000-07:00

这只小鸟在教堂被发现。。。右脚骨折。。。好可怜。。

可惜我不是兽医，不然，应该可以救你的。。。

希望你好好休养。。

肯定很痛！！=(

对不起帮不了你。。

不过在教堂待着，会很舒服的。。

上帝爱你哦~

已经浑浑噩噩的过了好多天。。。

我好想回家。。。真的想现在就回家。。

快半年的时间了。。。我怀念家里的每样东西。。。

我的床。。我的狗儿们。。。

电视机。。。

我爱的家人。。。

教堂。。。

其实，我只是承受不了这里的生活了。。。

每天都在读书。。。突然觉得日子好难熬。。。

我要快乐。。。

真正的快乐在哪？

我是不是不断在说服自己？

当日子活至，一直为了某个事情找解释和理由，让自己好过的地步，真的好辛苦。。。

如果真不在乎我的感受，我该再用什么理由让我继续？

两个人的生活，像面粉和水。。。

和匀了才能变成面团。。

如果一昧的加水，那么就会太湿，

太多粉也超于标准。。。

我们是面粉和水。。。

是适合，但必须彼此让步才能圆和。。。

-蘑菇-

FIGHTING！升等~

2011-03-30T12:06:00.000-07:00

完全投入战场的生活。。

从小开始有穷人的意识。。。

心里有太多想要的东西，但是，真正能够得到的，就只是努力。。。

妈妈教会了我很多东西。。。

珍惜什么都没有的感觉，因为只有这样，在你得到时，才是更珍贵。

只有不断不断的努力，最终，我才有足够的资格说，“我要。。。。！”

一颗心在为自己的努力感到振奋。。。

我要保持着心态勇敢奋战到底。

加油~

凡是依靠上帝，因为上帝是无所不能的上帝。

-蘑菇-

一年,再两个月...

2011-03-28T10:28:00.000-07:00

我们俩终于在经过风风雨雨后,坚持在一起... 有时想起当初怎么冲动的坐了这决定,现在也不后悔..

爱情...有时应该就需要,一些冲动...

你和我, 已经慢慢变老`变肥(都是你害的=P）

人家说：“恋爱中的男女都会不知不觉地变胖。。”想想，还蛮有道理的嘛。。。

因为心中已确定了他/她，所以可以不用顾虑肥胖问题，因为他/她不在乎，都能接受。。。

哈哈！！XD 我为自己的放纵开始后悔了。。。

看看自己越来越没身材的身材，和越来越粗的大腿的腰，就觉得悲哀。。。

原本已经没什么看头了，再这样下去，我就得提早领“黄脸婆”证了。

无论如何，你的出现，带给我的人生很大的改变。。。

其实，自己的霸道和蛮不讲理，自己不是不知道，不是不想改，而是想让你适应。。。但是，自己常常真的太过分，太不懂事了。。。又控制不了。。。喜欢自己想太多，当我的“好朋友”其实，你真的很辛苦。。。。*佩服佩服*

我呀，答应你很多次不乱发脾气，但是每次都做不到。。。考试就近在眉头，我若再乱发脾气，看来我俩都得在这次大考中贡龟了。。。所以，我那天，我再次答应了你。。虽然这次不知道能维持多久，但是我尽量让自己忙忙得温习功课，忙忙得背BIO，忙忙得找朋友。。。不会不开心就骂你了。。。
你在我心目中，永远都那么可爱。。从第一次见面，就是这样。。。说到帅嘛，也没到“非常”，不过有“很”。。。嘻嘻！不过可爱和贴心指数，就是破表也没人能超越你。。。

情人眼里出西施？

就算很多人觉得，“是 [好朋友]嘛。。。当然凡是为你着想，为你愁。。”

但是你的贴心我不知怎么说。。。

经常觉得你不够关心我，但又只是我自己闹小孩子脾气。

你的关心，不是粘人`腻人的。。。你的关心像家人。。

必要时就会在乎，像那天我跌断了腿，你的眼中是害怕。。。害怕我很严重`害怕我走不了。。。我哭，你心痛。。。不停在我耳边说：“没事的。” 那时的你，不是我每天打闹的你。。。是个我能够安稳依靠的成熟男。瞬间很镇定，其实你也害怕，但是因为我怕，所以，你得比我坚强。。。谢谢你。

因为不能进女生宿舍，我在房里休养的几天，我们都没能碰面。。。你每天都问我朋友我的近况。。。不知道的我，还以为你不关心我，怎么都不拨电话给我。。。原来，你是害怕吵醒我，让我多休息。。。你的贴心就是做你不会做的事，为了我，你做。。。

发短信给我朋友，谢谢他们照顾我，真像我的家人。。。

我觉得，如果情人变家人，都还有依赖感和好感，那么，就是最合得来的另一半了。。。

开心的我们在前一天还吵了一个大架。。。生气地说出负气的话，但是我们的约定还是遵守着：不说那句后悔死的话。。。吵架第二天起床，说过：“早安。”之后就要消气。。。这就是我们。。。。不把愤怒带到第二天。。。你是做得到，但是我却经常翻旧帐。。。

我觉得自己有时骂你，真的是自相矛盾啊。。。。自己也不优，也是一样顽固。。。

每次吵架，你不想吵，不想谈，我就拼死拼活的要你说清楚。。。

还说：“第二天，以为你说早安，我就能够放下吗？”

其实，你是对的。。。如果我们没有这规定，那么，真的每天起床都不开心了。。。

真的每天都要一致生气。。。所以，我很庆幸，不论怎么吵都好，我知道，[明天就会和好！！]

幸福的迈向一年，我知道我们这期间，架还是会吵，但我不想要再小气，因为好辛苦。。。
其实，幸福就在眼前，把握好每个时刻，就是拥有幸福。。。

[有人说：生命给你什么而你接受了，那就是幸福。

然而，很多人却无视自己的天命，

拼了命去向外追求，

在人生道路上跑得气喘吁吁，

感觉幸福的终点好远好远。

其实，幸福就像狗尾巴，

当你兜了一圈又一圈，费尽心力企图抓住它，

它将永远跑在前头让你追，

但是只要你放下追逐，只管往前走，

幸福的尾巴，就会永远跟着你！]

黄桐（幸福就像狗尾巴）

我已经有个幸福的他，一切就顺其自然的走下去吧！

人不可能完美。若一个人犯错，我们就决定他是不好的人，那么即使是我们爱的人，日久的挑剔也会让当初看起来完美的人，变得不完美了。。。

我得到的结论就是，在沟通之余，不要凡是为自己拟定一个答案，如果他不回答一样的答案，就是他不够了解我。。。

其实，使自己固执罢了！！

最后，10个月快乐！！=）

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话说，有位男子生日了。。。

话说，大伙儿都帮他庆祝。。。

话说，最后，他被丢成一个臭鸡蛋。。。

这就是生日被恶整的厉豪。

男士们的合照。
女士们外加半个女士们的合照>.<

-寿星公-

距离考试还有两个星期。

-蘑菇-

In God, we're united.

2011-03-20T08:57:00.000-07:00

It's almost exam time...

Let us pray and in God, we can do it...!!

Dear God, please grant us intelligence and good memory to understand whatever we're studying now and remember it. Please guide us through stress and depression. God, we hope to succeed in our studies for with this, we can have better quality to serve God in the future. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.

Thanks God.

-Mogu-

Exam mode -ON-

2011-03-14T00:57:00.000-07:00

I'm going to switch on the exam mood soon...=)

Hope everything will be just great with God...

Dear God, please guide me through the path that You wish to keep me going...

Please grant me the ability to glorify Your Name in my studies and later, in the field of career.

In Jesus Name, Amen.

-Mogu-

2011-03-10T00:43:00.000-08:00

为什么努力了就是作不好?

我真的很努力了。。。

-Mogu-

×～蘑菇的小草原～×

Annoying Human Being!!

寻找乐趣

Life-saving will

不能改变别人。我要走出来。

收音机一起。

I have a life in Kelantan

Chocolate chips.

Oatmeal.

Long Sleep

More shopping

Kuching Fest 2011

Uni tit-bits settled.

Flowery bag.

Insomnia

Eggplant

Regret.

What's big to finish July?

When we're young, we love these..

Bath bath, Momo~

Facial treatment

Worship in KMNS

Sunday service

属会聚会

Library dinner 16/7/2011

Samsung galaxy s2

Wish the "k" can change to "S" (UKM)

Form6 life's awesome too.

Wee~ chyn!! =)

Christians never have retirement, until we die.

Noobies vs. Puccas

My story, My dream.

I dreamed for...

Dead knot

Leonie, please help her...

Fat, short fatty

Simple, love and joy (SHOPPING)

NON-INFORMATIVE POST

No fringe

Cherished May, Mom I L.O.V.E U

Growing mushroom

Dress week

Home---5days!

面粉。水

FIGHTING！ 升等~

一年,再两个月...

In God, we're united.

Exam mode -ON-

FIGHTING！升等~